back to college...

haiz back to getting up early again..so tiring..lucky can wakeup in time for class...these few days nothing much has happened really...cameback hereon sunday..the bus took freaking long to reach...7 hours plus ...lucky another fren of mine took the samebus so had someone to talk to...managed to catch a few zzz on the way..left paddyland bout 930 reach kl bout 4 something like taht..and then reach my house bout quarter to 6 i think..so tired..my bag somemore so heavy..somemore have to stand in the freaking bus from pudu to my house there...anyways had dinner after that then at night watched kungfu hustle..haha..damn nice man this movie... watched tv after that....then slept and got ready for next day coz had college...monday was uneventful as usual...nothing much interesting happened apart frommeeting collegefrens again...later that night had dinner at this shop...food took freaking long to come...dunno wat the hell the cooks doin...by the time food come my drink already finished...must be their master plan to make u spend more at their shop...coz then u would have to order another drink wat...i ate nasi goreng daging merah and drank 2limau ais..that was 7.60 ...crap...but the food was quite ok ,...so forgot about the price...tuesday tuesday...my worst day...coz got 7 hours of maths the whole day...luckily maths and stats were understandable...but then when it came to fmaths...it was akiller..dunno what the hell that guy was talking again..and then he also gave us back our test papers..got a D lar..hahhaa..but then didnt study much for it so cant be blamed also...haiz...well thats all there is for today...
woo hoo tomolo is merdeka.... MERDEKA!!!MERDEKA!!! fly the flag ppl... and u know wats the best thing bout merdeka? no college and can sleep coz no need get up..hahaha..chaoz...

boy does time fly...

times does really go faster when u're enjoying urself or relaxing..coz u would be too busy being occupied with having fun and relaxing that u forget how much of time is actually spent doin those things...i for one am witness to that..coz my 3 weeks of holidays have come and gone like nothing only...it was like i was just back yesterday.. i had a great time here..meeting family,relatives, friends and so on...played lotsa badminton, futsal....watched movies...online as much as i could..sleep late ...get up late..watch football and tv alot..my neighbour belanja me makan,...take me movie..go lepak at my old working place...met old frens...go nasmir...life is good and laid back in the town they call sungai petani....as dull as it can be sometimes life rox here..as they say no place like home..the perfect place for relaxation i think...just lay back and chill...tomolo morning will be leaving back for the city life....back to all the studyin and stuff...but that aint bad at all..looking forward to it as well..meeting up with college frens and so on...life goes on...would i ditch the sometimes or soon to be stress life of studying for the sp life of just putting my legs up on the computer table and relax all the time....??? if i was getting paid why not...but the reality is that u'll never be able to that ...unless u get a job that u can work from home...how do u get that job?? u have to study hard first and then work hard only before u'll get a job like that unless of course u're some super computer genius or something like that...nothing in life is easy to put things in a simple manner...u have to work for everythin...life would be such a waste if u didnt live life to the fullest and live up to the potential that is within all of us..dont wait for something to come to u...go ahead and take it by yourself.. life is all about choices...make the right choices..u are who u choose to be... be all that u can be or life aint worth it coz life is too short... and the most important thing never give up....

herbie fully funloaded....

i thought i was goin to see a movie that hadnt recieve good reviews from the critics and all...some of my frens thought it was a stupid movie...but heck it's a good thing i went and watched it..the movie was hilarious to be honest...should have went and watched it earlier.....although some of the
effects where the car would do flips,drive on the fence and so on were hard to believe,... it was Herbie...he can do all those stuff...and of course the way that he showed certain expressions and so on made him so lovable...honestly the whole cinema was laughin at numerous occasions...so those who havent seen it yet i suggest u go catch it...you'll definitely be laughin...i guarantee that...unlike bewitched which i thought was a lame remake of the old series...i'm not a fan at all of the old series anyways but i have seen it....and it's as my mother puts it 10 times better than this remake starring nicole kidman and will ferrell..never liked these two actors anyways...well today went and play badminton again...so tired after badminton...had a great time playing though.,..although only 4 of us were playing..the rest all had something to do and couldnt make it...wasted man you guys...should have come..so much fun lar...nvm lar next time try to make it...anyways time has seriously been flying...it's already wednesday...i'm goin back to kl on sunday..haiz..so fast my hols finishin..and i'm not done with my hw yet..shit...goin to miss getting up late..have to go back to the routine of getting up at 715 daily...crap....but life there aint that bad...it's fun at times...but still got lots of things to do lar..haiz...burn cd's,buy this buy that...well cant think of anything else to write at the moment...it sounds like it's goin to rain heavily later anyways so gotta turn off the pc soon...otherwise kena lightning again...

sometimes crap might actually have a meaning..

i'm not sure how many ppl actually watch the show One Tree Hill....but i'm sure there are quite a few...seriously i think the show is quite good...it has lot of suspense...the characters were previously somewhat unknown..and now they've made a name of themselves...there's always lots of conflict..which is a good thing for a series i believe..as it makes the audience wonder how the outcome of the situation is goin to be.. and sometimes i dont know how certain tv shows really connect to oneself esp when you're a teenager...For me for instance sometimes when i watch certain tv shows,movies or even music somehow ,something in it gives me inspiration to try harder to do better...As for One Tree Hill in season 2 and certain episodes of season 1 the show always ends with lucas (one of the main characters) giving a quotation or saying something that someone has written... To me i find that very interesting as sometimes those quotations make u seriously think about whats happening around you...last saturday's show ended with lucas quoting what the author stephen king once wrote..."time always leads u to be lost in the darkness...but sometimes in the darkness you find others that are lost too...and somehow u manage to find a way out together..(i cant really remember what he said now..but it was something along those lines of sometimes finding others who are just as lost as you in the darkness) .......some of you'll must be thinkin i must be talking bullshit here and none of what i've said has ever been true ...but honestly i dont really care....this is what i think i thats all that matters to me unless u've got something really constructive to say...Kurt cobain once said...and i got this off tv as well " i rather be hated for who i am than be loved for someone who i'm not"...what do u actually realise from those words?? i realised thats it's always better to be yourself than be someone you're not or that u cant ever be...there will never be 2 ppl exactly identical in whatever they do,feel etc. i believe....However what happens when all your life you've never once tried to be who you really are? U've done this so badly till you've even forgotten who u truly are ? what happens then? what do u do?... do u continue ur life as it is and continue pretending somemore? or try to seriously find yourself again in this world...i think i sometimes have this dilemma ...there are truly times i've wondered who i really am....what is this life all about?
but then there's still time to find out....and find out i will indeed..hopefully along the way there will be light and ppl to help..coz this journey cannot be alone...after all that has been written..could all this be abunch of bullshit? judge for yourself....


In theory, there is no difference between theory and practice; In practice, there is.
~ Chuck Reid

I don't know the key to success, but the key to failure is trying to please everybody.
~Bill Cosby (1937 - )

great words of wisdom and sayings... and a piece of my mind on something else..

i got this from a online forum where students post their opinions...(www.recom.org)some sayings are really good and meaningful..

"Fear less, hope more;
Whine less, breathe more;
Talk less, say more;
Hate less, love more;
And all good things are yours." ~ Swedish Proverb

In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on. ~Robert Frost

not to say anything but as i was browsing through the forum i came across one of the users signatures at the bottom of each post which say 'be the present,not the past the nor the future'

it made me wonder abit...why be the present when u can be someone of the future who thinks of things ahead of time to make the present a better place to live in...why not ponder on the past and try to put yourself in the shoes of the ppl of the past and be them for awhile ..think of the mistakes they might have done or maybe the achievements that they had succeeded with ? would you not be a better person should you change things about yourself in the present based on the things that u know shouldnt be done and things that should be emulated of those who walked the earth before us...just imagine what one could actually do if that person would actually remember the mistakes and the roads to success that the souls b4 us took , and also at the same time have the thinking ability of someone ahead of their time...If one was to put these two things together just stop awhile and think of the things one could actually achieve...

to me i seriously believe one should live one's life without forgetting the past and what has been done by those b4 us that enabled us to live life as it is today but also at the same time try not to think like everyone else does...see what everyone has seen but think what nobody has thought of before...(someone famous said this b4 , but i'm not sure who he/she is..but credit to that person) ..however while doin all this be yourself ,dont change for the world...if u were to change ,change for yourself and not for others...and of course never forget ur roots,ur family nor the ppl in ur lifetime that have made u who u are today...hopefully one day i'll be able to think and act the way i have said i believe i should...

those who happen to stumble upon this blog...stop a moment and think truly of what u aspire to do with ur life? how do u believe you should live ur life to the fullest? and then once you've thought of the answers to those questions, make a choice, live your life it's meant to be lived...
feel free, accomplish all u want...

everyday u may come upon questions, which become obstacles in life, thats why we fall sometimes at obstacles, so that we may look at the ground and find that the answers are just in front of us but they're not always straight ahead but may be at your feet only you never take time to bend down and look or even look at the path that has brought u to ur current position...

however as it has been said ...talk is so easy...doin it is another thing...i've said all these above just out of nowhere...it was on my mind and i said it...but i'm not sure i'll ever do what i've said above...but i sure hope i do so..

the time of the haze.....

the haze has officially hit the whole west coast of m'sia...just when i thought i had escaped from the choking smoke that covered kl....got up this morning went out and then saw like one kind of hazy only..see sp also kena the haze di..haiz...thats the end to outdoor activities for me...haiz...days have started to become boring already...thank god for music and vcd's and my frens around in sp...have been lsitening to damn alot of music since i came back...all kinds of music...haha..have to say have heard of some bands and groups that never heard b4 one.,,,and they're pretty good actually..dishwalla,apocalyptica, rockapella,lucie silvas to name a few... thanks to frens and ppl who recommended them to me...music does truly bring peace to oneself.... life would be so dull without music.. think of it for awhile... what would life be without the sounds that really colour your life? think of some songs that truly relate to u and have a connection with you... think of the songs that sometimes inspire ppl the way that poems and stories inspire others... for this i salute all musicians , singers, and those who have a part in creating music...thats all i gotta say bout music...now to footballlllll....season starts again today..woohoo...man utd vs everton at 740pm today...hahha..common man u... really wanna see how they perform today against everton with park ji-sung and van der sar in the team as well and also see whether nistelrooy ,rooney and ronaldo perfrom...and how the defense and midfield fare too....all we need is belief and hope...common...i aslo just watched initial d just now...not bad ...quite ok lar... i forgot to mention another few trailers to watch as well for... they are barnyard and proof...check them out at the website i mentioned yesterday..that's all folks

stealth? not so smooth...

went to watch stealth today...to be honest it was abit of disappointment compared to what i saw in the trailer...i was expecting so much more...and somemore jamie foxx died halfway through...he won an oscar lar..common!! ....so sad..but jessica biel was hot...call me a stereotype guy but it's true..something like jessica alba...hahah,,,but jessica alba would still win hands down...anyways back to the movie...the effects were not bad...but abit of a letdown...i was hoping for great effects but all i got was mediocre effects...and then the acting part...jamie foxx was ok only..the main actor or ben in the movie ..dunno his real name was not bad...jessica biel also was ok...but since i paid only rm5 to watch the movie it wasnt that bad..lucky i didnt watch in kl for 10 bucks..haha...well thats all i got to say bout stealth..like EDI said in the movie.."there was nothing more to discuss"...now it's my turn to suggest to ppl out there about what trailers to watch and which movies look like they're goin to be good watches....
-dukes of hazzard, into the blue,wedding crashers(based on my sis review) ,domino,four brothers,lords of dogtown and lord of war.
try watching these trailers at the apple website for trailers...www.apple.com/trailers

back to the land of padi?

it so good to be back home...i seriously missed the simplicity in life over here but not to say i dont like the kl life as well..haha..but it's so easy to go anywhere u want...and of course missed my family and the food....and my pc and my beloved bed and tv with astro..hahhaha..compared to kl there isnt any haze here....only along the way in the bus there were farmers burning their old paddy to wait for the coming planting season...i think lar..
anyways.....another thing i want to do is wish all my frens who r sitting for their form 5 spm trials..esp wee kiat,gerald,han yang and etc....so many..anyways guys and girls gud luck...i'm sure u'll do fine...and to those whose bdays coming up or have passed...liew,ed,sujes and so on..happy bday guys....sorry no presents ..hahhaa...haiz these days nothing much is on my mind to talk about....hopefully when i get some ideas i'll post them up here...

woo hoo holidays!!!

after studying at college for about 3 weeks plus it's holidays...had replacement class today otherwise would have chao already back to paddyland as my frens here refer to it or also known as SP... wont be goin back till tomolo coz got some badminton thingy for college at ttdi hall...have to figure a way to get there tomorrow ... haiz..hopefully can reach there on time...after that will prob caho in the afternoon or evening..see how...the haze in kl is getting worse basically ...some buildings can hardly be seen...wonder if it's like that in sp...went for the pc fair also the other day...it was seriously damn packed...so hard to move around also...certain stuff were cheap but no money to buy...haha...then yesterday i wanted to go ronda rinda and find a church to go to but ended up waiting for buses for almost 2 hours..sickening man waiting for these busses...not regular at all...haiz but wat to do ..no other way for me to get around ...so sad...

the blanket of haze ?

omg the haze has hit m'sia again...and yesterday i experienced it first hand...i was playing basketball yesterday with a couple of frens at 4...crazy i know...but the haze suddenly appeared and then whilst playing my eyes hurt ...it was quite bad actually..but around 6 like that it become less the haze...then we'll continued playing...during playing time got stiff neck pulak..haiz..couldnt turn my head properly..played for almost 2 hours plus i think yesterday..damn tired...go back home bathe and then straight away sleep ...got up later bout 9 like that...tried to study for todays fmaths test but couldnt , was too tired.....watched the hot eva longoria on desperate housewives...watched joey as well...joey is damn funny lar...today nothing much happened yet besides me being late for my chem class...fool around in physics class and my fmaths test was terrible...if dont know just tembak only...and the haze is still there....haiz..wonder what i'm goin to do later..nothing else to write about..

brand new home? ya rite,,,

just moved into my new place yesterday evening...my cousin helped me shift...brought my stuff to the new house and chucked everything in the room...i spent bout 2 hours plus i think arranging all my stuff...my cousin was so good that he and his wife lent me their tv...wah so good to have tv,..i think if no tv i would die of boredom of doin hw and studying....the toilet aint that good though here...but apart from that it seems ok...sleep last night was ok..not hot...lucky i have ample years of training of sleeping without the aircon...so it was pretty alright....too bad i dont have a digicam otherwise can put up pics of my room...there's a cupboard and table in the room..but the cupboar is a bit messed up ...one of the shelves inside it cant stand any weight ..it'll fall down if u put anything on it..but besides that it's ok i guess...had maggi mee last night with chrysantemum tea(hopefully right spelling)...and watched tru calling and the apprentice on tv last night....today my day was not so good...had breakfast at college today...had roti canai..not nice also..ordered 2 but ate 1 only...wasting i know...but cannot eat...then had maths..it was ok only maths but abit boring...then had lunch...lunch wasnt that good as well..the food tasted stale abit..ate half of this only...wasting again..i know...then had 2 hours of pure torture in physics class...dont know what the hell she was talking...haiz..something about projectile and kinematic something...damn boring lar her class...wish the department of alevels would change her...she's damn blur somemore...sucks...thank god the class ended...so my brain at least could recuperate from all the braincells bored to death by her monotaneous talking...tonight i wonder what i;m goin to eat...i think i'm goin to get some bread or something like that..unless my frens call me out for dinner ...okok enough bout me...
wanna talk about something else now...did anyone out there watch the csi finale the other day?
i thought it was pretty good...very suspense leh...and damn interesting...quentin tarantino is a great director...i like the twists that he creates in his story line...however some ppl have told me it was too long...but i still thought it had substance so it didnt really matter...another thing that i saw the other day on tv was this nike ad...it was about the new line of nike shoes ...nike feel or something like that...i'm not goin to say anything bout the shoes and i'm in no way promoting nike shoes but the point that the ad tried to potray i think was very important...
it shoes an athlete running for a long distance..some sort of trainin...but the ad shows the athlete as a skitzo having 2 personalities....one personalty of the athlete is telling the other to stop running and rest coz their legs cant take it anymore but then the other personality is telling himself he needs to push on and continue the run,,,at one point however the 2nd personality decides to continue running while the other stops and asks the 2nd one to stop as well..but then the 2nd one says i've leaving u behind ...i'm running on somemore..the 1st one pleads with the 2nd one to stop but the 2nd one just ignores him and continues...that's the ad...at the end the ad says ' LEAVE YOUR OLD SELF BEHIND' ...does this make a point or what? how true is it that sometimes we look at our past and see what we have become...are u proud of what u've become?if no, then leave ur old self behind..there's still time for change..become a better person.... think about this..... make a decision ...CHANGE...