kl warS : return Of the sp Rogue boY

couldnt think of a better title.... it just suddenly came to my head.. lame i know... tell me bout it...maybe it's the effect of having to go back already to kl... funny this time i wanted to go back earlier and not stay a day longer....actually have class on tuesday.. but my mum asked me to stay back an extra day..normally would jump at this opportunity .. but this time diff... maybe it was bcoz i had classes on tuesday.. physics and fmaths... maybe it was bcoz i wasnt studyin properly here.. maybe bcoz there was something to look fwd to in kl... maybe there were too many distractions in sp.. so many reasons....which one is it?? maybe it's all of them put together... i think thats it.. bus leaves early tomolo mornin... just packed all my stuff and it much heavier than i came..taking an umbrella back as well.. misplaced mine...even bringin back corn flakes hahaha.. corny... hehe.. i've said in my previous blog how time is not porportionate to what we have to do or how much time we need...however during my time i spent in sp this time..i repeat this time.. i havent followed what i said.. i havent made the best of the time i had... wat a waste... i spent most of my time online... doin nonsense... surfing aimlessly and so on,.. only thing good was my fren thought me some physics online... thanx edwin... in the end i havent got much studyin done and my exams are even closer than b4 and yet i sit her with my fingers tapping the keys bloggin... but i have to blog b4 i go back ..not sure whens the next will blog again.. i have finally resolved to sit in the library starting from wed onwards...go early study till late in the night... spend time occasionally only with frens..it'll be hardcore studyin this time..taking inspiration from what my fren is doin for his law finals... really disciplined studyin from what i see...will have to do that.... this is a matter of choice... and i choose to do it this way..
thats why i'm ending my post here.. time is being inversely porportional... therefore i have to stop here to minimize the damage...hehe... i started talking loads of crap again.. that's all folks

the thrills of life May only come a few tImeS in life ...So live it not pUsh it away,,,,

the rice bowl of malaysia as one of my frens reminded me what sp is called is where i am again... back to the good old state of kedah( who is currently hosting SUKMA.. come to kedah....).... back for the weekend.... just for a short break...came back since it was my mum's bday 2 days ago...and it'll be awhile b4 i come back next....this past weeks have been good to me...exams are slowly creeping nearer and nearer...stalking it's prey which is me.... but i'll be stalking good results i hope too....i watched da vinci code the other day... it wasnt wat i expected.... wanted so much more....fell short of expectations... but it was still ok... not bad..certain effects in the movie was goood... especially the part where langdon uses his imagination to figure out things...i practically spent the whole day in midvalley that day...it was great,, had loads of fun..apart from getting stomach ache..haiz..but that stomach ache did help me have fun in a way too..hehe.. met 2 frens from sp there... and the day ended with a bang...my frens and me played catching in midvalley .... hhaha... since mv was empty at around 12... we started chasing each other.. damn fun.... one wing of mv...on the 2nd floor i think.. running until ppl sweating di..hahaha...after taht walking back to the car me and my frens started singing the west ham song,,,, hahaa.. inspiration from green street hooligans... the movie should be watched by all football fans.... it made me make west ham my 2nd team in EPL ..hahhaa.. and the other day during fa cup final... me and my frens went to watch the game against liverpool at hartamas and the four or five of us were the only ppl supporting west ham,,, it was so nice when we scored...but then liverpool had to win..thanks to steven gerrard and west ham players taking soft penalties...back to midvalley thingy.... on the way back my fren spencer and i were talking bout how fun it was playin there and we should do it again... and he said this was the only time we can do this kinda things...next time when we're older we wont be able to do it no more... and how true it was... certain things u can only do while you're young, rebellious without regard for the rules.... and when u do things without thinking... some ppl older might call it stupid... but when these things dont endanger ur life(things that endanger urself i admit it's stupid as well) it is so fun and spontaneous and ingenius...hahha.... and there might be a time in the future where u look at the past and thank god u did those things that others might have not dared tried... and u think what a waste bcoz they missed something good in life.... and when u do these kinda things even if u're having a bad day, it would definitely lift u up... making u forget bout the things that happened that day..and u just let loose... i'm sure there's lots of workin ppl who all wished they could do that... but they cant...responbilities, status and their careers keep them from doin it... instead they turn to gyms and so on.. u wont get the thrill out of from there... say u would to try skydiving, bungee jumpin or something like that... then the thrill is definitely there.. i've said this so many times and i will continue to do it... know ur priorities in life but dont forget to have fun... live life to the fullest... It's essential... another thing World Cup is coming soon... i feel a fever comin along... fingers crossed rooney recovers in time....

Cyclic Reel of life ? money? lAnd? Books? chariTy? family?friEnds? sElf?

it's been some time since my last post... been busy with coll... just finished my practicals few days ago...it wasnt that bad thankfully... not entirely sure what to write again now... these few weeks have been a mix of good and bad things happening... the bright side of it is most of the good things somehow manage to overshadow the bad parts.. it's just how u look at it....yesterday was at this mamak shop near midvalley and suddenly my fren asked this question .. just say u won 5million dollars in some lottery... what would u do with it?? while the usual answers came out.... cars,spend on parents, invest,spend it here and there, save the rest.... one of my frens yong came out with this answer.. charity... but not just handing them a lump sum of money one shot.. he said it should be done continously over a period of time... not just for an instant,... he then explained that he believes that there's a cycle to this.. and that u have to give to receive... and i think it's kinda true... he even said that for example...for rain to come ,,water needs to evaporate and condense before it becomes rain and goes back to the sea.. it's a cycle as well... with relevence to life.. i have never thought it about it this way...but after listening to him saying all this i'm startin to think of it that way... I've somehow come to realise that in my life... sometimes the most interesting and things to do with life and so are talked about at mamak shops and hawker centres... i dont know why... but it somehow just happens,,, and sometimes we go on talkin for hours without knowing limits to time... and when this happens i enjoy every second of it....sometimes i admit i dont have much to say bout it... but listening to it makes a difference to yourself.... it changes the way u think for the better ..giving you more perspectives on life ...and makes u ponder bout things u would not think of normally... it like gives u bump into another world for a while.... Anyways ,,,, da vinci code is out,,, cant wait to see it...however sadly the reviews from it havent been great... and i fear of disappointment.. queues at the cinema are crazy though...tickets being sold out and so on.. lines being ever so long... but still i will wait in line...need to judge for myself,, u can only imagine so much in ur head..and the rest u need to see it for real... I've got 2-3 weeks break before my next exam... so i've time to catch it.... but will be busy as well.. dunno when my next post will be...haiz... anyways to those having exams...esp my alevels frens...all the best and good luck...

you Can hAve fuN putTin the jigsaW's mAny pIeces TogetTher..Only then Can U find me..

my escape to sp is coming to an end as i speak...time continues to tick away telling me i'm just 1 day away from goin back to kl... i know this happens everytime i'm back in sp and then the time comes to go back... and each every time without fail... no matter wat awaits me there..no offense to frens over there in kl ya.. but i just feel like stayin here...maybe it's get less each time the longing to continue stayin here...it's diff for u guys maybe coz everyday after coll u get to go back to the comfort of ur home... knowin that u can do almost anything u want at home as long as ur mum doesnt scream her head off telling u ... DONT do that son/honey... call me homesick or anak mami or watever.. but still its diff for ppl like me and those who travel to kl to study or be it any other place... home is where the heart is...there's no place like home...home sweet home..i've only come to realise how true this sayings are only now...until i do get a place of my own..which i own or rent on myself.. sp will and always be my only home... somehow for me coming back to sp is so relaxing.. it's such a chillout place... u can go anywhere around sp...no jams watsoever.. sleep at home in my own bed...watch astro and dvd's( i dont have astro or dvd player in kl).. pc,online( no pc in kl as well) ... sad i know..but i can live without it.. at first i thought i would suffer without these 2 main influences in my life but it turns out i can.. thanx to my cousin though for lendin me his tv... and thank god for 8tv and tv3 who show good shows after 930ish...life would be depressin otherwise.. i complain alot though...looking back on what i've just written made me think of all those living in poverty .. disease..famine and so on...who am i to complain... with the banner above my blog givin a constant reminder.. ONE the campaign to make poverty history...sadly i cant contribute much to it now.. i can only help spread the word.. but when i do grow up i seriously wish to help ...and i will...if i can give money i will if i cant maybe i can give services..one day one day...talk is easy though...if i do forget...which i hope i dont...pls send a friendly reminder to me...okok back to wat i was saying... now i wish i had a longer holiday and didnt have to go back yet.. but this is how life is... you dont always get what u want... and i will try to live with what i got..and be thankful for it.. NEXT.. on to wat i have been doin this weekend..hehe.. mostly been sleeping,lazing around, online for countless hours,eating lots of food, went penang today..gurney plaza...jln jln... bought 1 or 2 stuff..came back and here i am... see why i like my life in sp..carefree... but then all these carefreeness( is there such a word??) has led to me reading only 1 chapter of my chem... my procastination towards my studyin had now landed me in deep shit..only now have i realised it.. i will have to work my butt off this coming 2 weeks to prepare myself...and i also cant be putting off my fmaths anymore..time and tide will wait for no man.. and since time is always unporportionate to the time we need to do stuff and finish it.... i have to start as off tomolo..last day of slacking off.. otherwise dreams will be destroyed..hopes shattered... future altered..i believe in my own choices controllin my fate..and once b4 i have said that next time i make certain decisions i wish to look at them from more angles than one...observe every aspect...think of the best not only for me but others..and at these point the others are my parents..want them to have their burden taken off abit..and the fact that i actually wanna study overseas but financial constraints may prevent me from that... therefore i have to work hard no matter what..towards a scholarship...impossible is nothing..it's a big word thrown around by small men who find it easier to live in a world they have been given rather than explore the power they have to change it..thats something i believe in... sometimes i do say it's impossible.. but come to think of it.. humans once said it's impossible for man to fly,man to go to space...and look wat has happened today.. therefore impossible is not something that is constant.. It's a constant but not really a constant.. something like the hubble constant.. it's a constant at that particular time...but it changes after some time... therefore dare the impossible...make the dreams possible...I just love to these kinda things in my blog... talk inspirational stuff..i know sometimes ppl think that i talk loads of crap in my blog.. i dont blame you'll.. it may even be true..haha.. but then again...the essential factor in life comes into play.. TIME.. and in time i hope i will do wat i say... somehow writing all the inspirational stuff gets me inspired as well... this blog gives me a place to write down what i think and what goes around in my head now and then apart from Football of course or as someone says "fools"ball...haha... sometimes when i look back on what i've written it helps remind me of things i've said i will do but somehow i have forgotten bout..and i can get back on track..as long as my blog doesnt crash and all i've written goes to waste.. another thing too.. my fren recently told me that sometimes she gets lost in my blog.. in the sense all my points are jumbled up and there is no continuation from one thing to another.. let me explain why...when i blog i dont normally think what i'm goin to blog about and how i will pen it out.. i just start typin..and what comes out comes out .. in a random order.. i just try to get everythin i think about into this blog... and sometimes i have so much to write but dont have the time or resources to write it in my blog..so it stays in my head a few weeks and then in the end it cummulates to one long post in my blog..maybe some other day i can really sort out all this mess and put out the main points in a major summary of what i've blogged..haha that'll be good i think.. reminds me abit of roald dahl( just realised it's pronounced rooald dahl) ...not the major summary part though but the concept of penning out whatever thoughts he had .. just scribble it somewhere..coz sometimes this idea come to us only once ... and it might or might not come again.. therefore it's important i guess... I think i've written alot today..another post with lots of jumbled stuff together again..it's like i just threw a set of jigsaw puzzle on the floor and all the pieces are everywhere..and think of it this way..if you're smart..you can put the pieces back together and maybe then u can see what picture the jigsaw puzzle holds for u..it may be exactly what i'm thinkin or was thinkin when i wrote all this load of nonsense...ANYWAYS.... i'll be having another hiatus(hope its the correct spelling..) as long as u get the idea... there was this study also last time just remembered bout..by harvard students i think.. it says that it doesnt matter if the word is wrongly spelt provided all the actual letters are in the word and that the first and last letter is the same as the correctly spelt word.. that means even if i spelt carzy you would understand i meant to say crazy... you should google it out and find that research article again..i think it's true though.. so let me end this blog in the way that will do those researchers proud..it's almost like one long anagram though.. tahts all fokls ... i dnot konw waht to wtrie aynmroe...smae palce difrfent tmie...corerct spleligns nxet tmie...