2006 around the corner......here we go again..

wow..time really does fly and what do u know in 2 days time or to be exact at the time of this entry there is 1 day 21 hours 8 minutes and 35seconds left before it's 1 jan 2006..... okok...lets have a look back at wat happened this year...hmm....it's been quite an interesting year actually... okok lets start with jan,feb and march....hmm... enjoying life in jan and partially feb...relaxing most of them and also workin ,...but then results came out so was kinda stressed out b4 results...but it turned out fine..went to spore soonafter the results if my memory serves me right..had a great time there...( darn if it wasnt for my externals could be in spore for new years this year..the irony....grrrr....) okok.. and then apr,may, jun.. relaxed some more..had fun with frens still b4 most of them started leaving for matriks, college, overseas...some left even b4 that... then things started to get boring..haiz...only few of us left in sp...those doin f6 and a few of us still lazing around sp,... then july came .... started lif in kl starting jul 8 if i remember correctly...forgive my memory i have a bad one.... i sometimes forget things that are very important also...haha...somehow manage to get past it someway or another..thank god for that... college officially started jul11... made quite a few great new frens...and turned out college life was fun.... did a couple of things that sometimes i wish i didnt... but wat the heck it's in the past..nothing can be done about it... no regrets in life..the only way to live life happily... pissed off a couple of teachers here and there.. luckily managed to somehow fix it , i hope....?? anyways... tests came..did miserably...but it was motivation to do better...to show me that there is still time for change ....then life played me one of its bad cards again...someone left.... it sucks but thats life... you meet new ppl in life.. but u never know when you roads might cross again... deepavali and raya came and went...not that meriah though this year i felt....not many ppl came back....so celebrations were abit low down...it was holidays again then and was home alone for 1 week... and b4 u know it xmas was over.. wow..not really a detailed recap but a brief outline of certain things...wonder whether i left anything out..?? hmm..well soon this year would be just another year that was.... so screw it... but if i did sorry...but will still remember it maybe not in the world wide web but in me mind.. anyways this was just a kinda prolouge b4 i got to my main babbling point today... i asked my fren what was her new years resolution for next year.... and when she asked me back... i said i dont really have one but if i did it would prob be to do well in exams..that was all i could think of,,, maybe it's bcoz i take life as it goes by... but i doubt that though... most probably it bcoz i feel that there is no point in ppl making resolution bcoz 3/4 of the time ppl never keep to them... (to those who keep to their resolutions... i congratulate and respect u).... i respect them bcoz i feel that they really take it seriously to keep their word to try to fulfil their resolutions...bcoz why bother making them when u dont intend on coming good on them... some ppl might say however, resolutions are like setting goals in life and achieving them...i think it's true..how do u expect to achieve all those goals in life for example, get rich, get a great job,travel the world ,do extarordinary things etc.... when u sometimes cant keep up to a resolution that u make..where's the will power....?? On the other hand sometimes it isnt ur fault that u cant achieve a resolution ...there are many factors that have diff probabilities to affecting the chances of achieving a resolution...(sound like numb3rs or not?? hehe... but its still a point not just for the fun of it..) so therefore it got me thinking .... maybe setting a new year's resolutio could be like practice or a steppin stone to one day achieving one's life goals.... it'll be like starting small and then goin on to bigger things...it builds character u might say... so therefore maybe for next year i'll make a resolution..not sure what it is yet,,apart from the exams thing... but still maybe everyone should give it a shot...and make at least one resolution...haha..i know i will..will post my resolution on new years day i think...hehe.... oh yar a shout out to my sis..for introing(is there such a word) me to a show called grey's anatomy..nice...haha..very interesting..a more reality in touch kind of series compared to scrubs..same concept though... and guess what it's playing on tv3 as well..wed night at 11 i think...so check it out....i like it but no idea about you'll.... anyways...ppl get started on ur resolutions...haha...hope everyone parties and have fun on new year's eve..!!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR 2006... hope it'll be another rollercoaster ride....

christmas christmas christmas....

wow..wat a day..non stop eating actually..hehe.. and good food as well..haha.. okok actually my xmas started with me goin to church for midnite mass..hard to believe?? haha..i actually did...anyways mass this year was i think so one of the shortest in all the years..started bout 1030 and finished around 12..so it was great timing this year... met a couple of ppl who usually only come back for xmas... wished wished ppl after mass and then went to a church members place and eat tosai like nobody's business...hehe..ate around 8 tosai i think..wow.. but i have to admit it was good tosai..hehe.. was there till bout 130..came back home.. online till bout 3... then slept obviously..got up next day at 8 ..haha.. good thing i could get up in time..coz my cousin was fetching me.. reach my aunt's house later bout 10 something..and then chill there for awhile... then we went to penang.. had lunch at evergreen laurel hotel... food was superb i thought... haha..lots and lots of food.... the spread was quite good... the steak was quite nice..lasagna was great.. lamb was not bad .. turkey was good as well..beef not bad... prawns ok... salad and all was quite ok as well... dessert was damn nice..haha.. all kinds of cakes and pastries and jellies..heheh... couldnt help myself enough..took lots ... and then got stuffed... haha.. after that took a couple of pics and then went back to my aunt's place ... relaxed for awhile..slept... got up for dinner..eat somemore...turkey again... A big thanx to all the turkeys that sacrificied themselves.... haha.. and after that i ta pau somemore turkey back home for supper later and breakfast tomolo morning i think.... and just now went and met up with some frens at a bbq park....sembang sembang and then here i am now.. i think it was a good christmas overall..although parents not here.. but still if counting the fooooood..... hahaha..damn nice.. better eat as much as i can b4 i go back kl..hehe ... anyways thats all for today and remember christmas isnt all about the presents...It's also bout THE FOOD!!!...... today supposed to be public holiday so wont write so much ..should be on holiday..as if i havent been on holidays all this time.. MeRRy ChRiStmAs to all and a HapPy NeW YeaR...

good days...

these past 2 days have been fun i guess...saw king kong which i think was quite ok.. movie of the month for me compared to narnia(which was ok wat..) and harry potter(disappointin!!) and obviously the fog(stupid ending<<) ....however certain parts of the movie were very unlikely..haha..esp the part where king kong is playing on the ice...but i have to say i didnt expect there to be funny parts involvin king kong where he would actually be kinda laughin...interesting... and i also managed to watch house again...watching it again has made me like the series more i think...house is a doctor who i think sometimes tries to run from responsbility but knows when he has to take care of things..and he does things according to his gut and will not rest until something is really settled...and if he doesnt like something he'll tell you straight in the face and he can be quite sarcastic..hehe..awesome..it's day 6 of me being home alone...and yesterday went to my frens house....talk talk talk until lost track of time ,,,it was 230am when we were done..omg ..damn long we talked.. but it's been some time since we'll really sat down and talked bout the good old days in school..so much fun that time and all the havoc we did..hehehe.. itwas great though thinkin back about those times and wishin one could relive those good days again...but sadly those days are passed..but happy to have gone through them..well these 2 days have also seen me doin some banking work and being busy mostly with sleeping, watchin tv and with the pc..i have to seriously get some studyin done.. this is the laziest i've ever been..now also i've just got up from sleep ,..can u believe it...slept at 11 pm just now and got up bout 1...haiz.. and today morning i only got up at 12... in the afternoon also slept for awhile..not to say i'm not happy with all these sleeping..but still wish i could put some studyin into my daily activities..fearing what might happen should i not do it.. i still wonder though why some ppl like me...like to keep everything till the last minute to do.... and never do things way in advance... is it bcoz we live for the pressure at the last minute? or maybe bcoz of life on the edge... or just bcoz we're just plain lazy and never get anything done unless it's really necessary at the particular time and u would have to do it at that time no matter what....
i think it's the last one that applies to most ppl... and in the end as an effect of this last minute work..we end up underachieving...which is truly sad... anyways... i shouldnt preach so much i guess...taking this from a friend...hehe.. coz i might most prob contradict myself again...
anyways to all those out there who celebrate xmas....Merry Xmas and happy holidays....

sooner or later we all come home...

the title sounds corny i know...just wanted the title sound good..well i'm official back in town...paddyland as my frens refer to it..haha.. it feels good to be back in sp... maybe not everyone would feel the same when the go back to where they're from but still i find myself kinda relieved and happy to be back here again..it felt that something was missing in kl although i have fun there...but then all this is actually bout me having to wait 2 hours extra for my stupid bus to come in pudu...supposed to leave pudu at 3 but ended up leaving at 5 only...dont take SRI MAJU,... stupid bus made us wait and then didnt even apologize to any of the passengers... terrible....there was this guy on the bus as well..a mat salleh..it was his first time back packing in asia..and wat an experience to get..being delayed..malaysia boleh...haiz.,.. but he seemed like a nice guy after talking to him..he was from norway .....interesting fellow..haha..anyways the journey was not bad..bus was freaking cold though..and not helped by it raining outside as well..but in the bus saw doom and some malay movie..i think it was akademi idola or something....doom was a stupid movie...haiz..disappointing... reach sp bout 10 something,..and then my neighbour took me for some supper...came back home put my stuff inside and then went to my frens house for a party...came back later watch tv and online..feels good to be able online until so late after such a long time..got up bout ten this morning then..clean up the house abit watch tv...i finally managed to watch numbers though,.. it was ok lar..although i've only seen 2 episodes..so i'll have to see a few more b4 i can be a better judge of the show,..managed to watch house as well...but only half of it..so didnt really know what it was about..so will hopefully see it later on... then in the night my neighbour took me out for dinner...later watching arsenal -chelsea game..hopefully arsenal win....but i doubt it...looking at form...chelsea has the upper hand..and at most i think it might be a draw for arsenal unless miracles happen...which we're all praying for be it arsenal fans or ManU fans like me or others who just wanna see chelsea lose again... lets all hope Henry puts on a great performance...

back to sp...woohoo,,,

finally today i'll be goin back to sp..cant wait..after so long get to see my old frens again...haha..today was kinda of my last day with some frens b4 the exams...so we all had planned to go see movie today but sadly somehow that didnt turn out...but however luck played it's way and we still managed to go see a movie although maybe all of our frens didnt manage to turn up..but it was still great fun..watched the fog instead of king kong,... king kong was kinda sold out anyways so no choice also..and the others didnt wanna see king kong,..but anyways nvm coz will be goin to see king kong with my sp frens..hehe...well overall the fog wasnt scary as i expected...good for me i guess coz i hate horror movies..( yeah i know,..it's lame) but wat's happening to all these horror movies? what happened to all those movies that scared the wits out of u... and this movie the fog had one of the stupidest endings ever..haiz...but still the day was fun filled...laughed alot...had loads of fun..no regrets...anyways will blog more once i'm back in sp...woohoo...oh yar and a word of congrats to my fren liew who did damn well in his exams... benjy get well soon, to those expecting their results soon..best of luck...and the rest looking forward to seeing u guys..

it's been a while.....

wow it's been quite some time since i last used the internet...it almost feels like something new.,.haha...not really lar i guess..but still...well i like to exaggerate... okokok.. back to the finer things in life....movies anyone?? well these past weeks i've watched harry potter,narnia and a movie called remember the titans... basically the last one came out tops way above the other 2... narnia was not bad actually.,.thought it was better than hp though...but seriously i think everyone out there should watch remember the titans...it is truly an inspiring story... maybe to me bcoz it kinda involves sports ...but the more important thing is the racial element in it... it shows how sometimes sports manages to defeat the racist within ppl and bring ppl of different race,religion and skin colour together.. the movie also shows how much training and determination it takes for us to reach the top of our game in something...whatever field it may be,... the same concept applies..yes maybe all sports movies have this same element in it, about determination and so on..but there's something different about this one..it's a true story somemore and denzel washington did a great job as the coach in the movie who manages to bring the black and white players in his team together to form a winning team..and also help change other ppls perspective in life...how this one person's presence managed to change alot of things... it is truly inspiring to me...to really keep on movin in life..no matter wat ppl say... play hard but study hard as well..no point doin anything in life without having fun as well...but as it is...always know where ur priorities lie.... college has been kinda upside down...with all the mocks and then the results... which have not been satisfactory enough...due to my lack of focus on studying...all last minute studying...good motivation though coz now at least i'm better prepared then b4 as mocks have made me study more..but another thing that stuck in my mind this week is that i pissed off another teacher...my maths teacher..she's really someone with a split personality i think..hahah.sometimes like so nice and then next minute she's crazy...cant be helped that i was laughin damn loud in class when she was teaching though...hahaha..but then she lost my respect a long time ago....i feel that no matter how old u may be, intelligent or experienced... i will most prob respect u at first...but then i feel that u should show me equal respect as well... i do not demand it but isnt it something mutual when it comes to respect... once u disrespect me, i will definitely not respect u anymore...unless u truly change ur attitude... but sadly this teacher;s attitude only seemed to deteriorate and get worse..she seems to think that she is on a way higher level than students ( yeah i know she's a teacher..and i'm not smart or watever but still be humble abit lar..common??? ) and she feels that she knows her students inside out when the fact of the matter is she hardly knows any of us and couldnt really read any of us well enough to truly see our personalities even if her life depended on it..she seemed to think that me and my group of frens dont listen to her,or do her work, understand anything... i feel that she should not just assume,... again i'm not saying i know alot...but i do know what she's teaching..i do her work and so do some of my frens...not all but some of them... yet immediately she assumes that we're all not doin her work... it sad sometimes how ppl think they know alot of things when they dont know anything... she told me the other day after me and my fren laughed loudly (our fault i know..) that we thought we were very smart and bcoz we were fmaths students we are damn smart and there's another guy in the other class who doesnt do fmaths thats way better than any of us in the class and knows wat he is goin to learn in time to come way b4 others would... okok i admit i would definitely lose hands down to him.... but still i definitely think she has no right to say that this guy is surely better than us...( tell me if i'm losing the point here) ... she would never know what the true potential lies within all of us students.... we could possibly be better than she could ever imagine or we could not ... but that choice lies for us to decide...she can never and will never make me believe that someone is so good that it is impossible for me to ever catch up with him/her... coz i know that the potential that is in everyone is boundless..and it's up to use how much we choose to unlock and show to the world.... i will definitely prove all those who doubt me that they were wrong to ever assume.... never assume if u're not sure... so there... this is just what i think and no one can change how i think,.... unless u provide me with concrete points that show i am wrong and uncapable of doin wat i said...i will admit i'm wrong but not give up the fight,... it would just be one more step to success....