it's been a while.....

wow it's been quite some time since i last used the internet...it almost feels like something new.,.haha...not really lar i guess..but still...well i like to exaggerate... okokok.. back to the finer things in life....movies anyone?? well these past weeks i've watched harry potter,narnia and a movie called remember the titans... basically the last one came out tops way above the other 2... narnia was not bad actually.,.thought it was better than hp though...but seriously i think everyone out there should watch remember the titans...it is truly an inspiring story... maybe to me bcoz it kinda involves sports ...but the more important thing is the racial element in it... it shows how sometimes sports manages to defeat the racist within ppl and bring ppl of different race,religion and skin colour together.. the movie also shows how much training and determination it takes for us to reach the top of our game in something...whatever field it may be,... the same concept applies..yes maybe all sports movies have this same element in it, about determination and so on..but there's something different about this one..it's a true story somemore and denzel washington did a great job as the coach in the movie who manages to bring the black and white players in his team together to form a winning team..and also help change other ppls perspective in life...how this one person's presence managed to change alot of things... it is truly inspiring to me...to really keep on movin in life..no matter wat ppl say... play hard but study hard as well..no point doin anything in life without having fun as well...but as it is...always know where ur priorities lie.... college has been kinda upside down...with all the mocks and then the results... which have not been satisfactory enough...due to my lack of focus on studying...all last minute studying...good motivation though coz now at least i'm better prepared then b4 as mocks have made me study more..but another thing that stuck in my mind this week is that i pissed off another teacher...my maths teacher..she's really someone with a split personality i think..hahah.sometimes like so nice and then next minute she's crazy...cant be helped that i was laughin damn loud in class when she was teaching though...hahaha..but then she lost my respect a long time ago....i feel that no matter how old u may be, intelligent or experienced... i will most prob respect u at first...but then i feel that u should show me equal respect as well... i do not demand it but isnt it something mutual when it comes to respect... once u disrespect me, i will definitely not respect u anymore...unless u truly change ur attitude... but sadly this teacher;s attitude only seemed to deteriorate and get worse..she seems to think that she is on a way higher level than students ( yeah i know she's a teacher..and i'm not smart or watever but still be humble abit lar..common??? ) and she feels that she knows her students inside out when the fact of the matter is she hardly knows any of us and couldnt really read any of us well enough to truly see our personalities even if her life depended on it..she seemed to think that me and my group of frens dont listen to her,or do her work, understand anything... i feel that she should not just assume,... again i'm not saying i know alot...but i do know what she's teaching..i do her work and so do some of my frens...not all but some of them... yet immediately she assumes that we're all not doin her work... it sad sometimes how ppl think they know alot of things when they dont know anything... she told me the other day after me and my fren laughed loudly (our fault i know..) that we thought we were very smart and bcoz we were fmaths students we are damn smart and there's another guy in the other class who doesnt do fmaths thats way better than any of us in the class and knows wat he is goin to learn in time to come way b4 others would... okok i admit i would definitely lose hands down to him.... but still i definitely think she has no right to say that this guy is surely better than us...( tell me if i'm losing the point here) ... she would never know what the true potential lies within all of us students.... we could possibly be better than she could ever imagine or we could not ... but that choice lies for us to decide...she can never and will never make me believe that someone is so good that it is impossible for me to ever catch up with him/her... coz i know that the potential that is in everyone is boundless..and it's up to use how much we choose to unlock and show to the world.... i will definitely prove all those who doubt me that they were wrong to ever assume.... never assume if u're not sure... so there... this is just what i think and no one can change how i think,.... unless u provide me with concrete points that show i am wrong and uncapable of doin wat i said...i will admit i'm wrong but not give up the fight,... it would just be one more step to success....