everythign is connected to one thing i think.... TIME... in the end are we governed by TIME??
it's about TIME i guess... been such a long while since i last posted anything here... i could remember last time how i would be so engrossed in my blog..constantly updating ..tryin to add new things.. and change the layout here and there.. but of course.. that was when i had TIME... or should i say enough of it.. now seriously been busy somehow..not out of choice at times but .... never had enough of it..and somehow cant get enough of it.. But maybe now i can... just stopped work... no more to getting up so early in the morning..goin to work... coming back in the night only... seriously sometimes so tiring just to think bout the day i would have the next day.. sometimes even when u have nothing to do ..it can be tiring..waiting for something,someone to come along... okok.. so i'm complaining alot.. but still these are the times that memories come from..be it good or bad... every minute and second gone by is a memory maybe of something that happened in a split second or gradually over time... so make the most of those times.. once passed by..there's no U-turn... no way to go there to that exact moment ...or at least not yet till a time machine is built..through my almost 2 months of work..i had good times and bad times...good decisions and bad ones... but with no regrets and fun moments as well..memories or things i would like to leave behind and forget it into obscurity... but they wont be..somehow bad memories will always leave their mark there..something along ur life will make u remember... the only thing u can do is to take it as a lesson.. and nothing more.. Maybe because if we never make mistakes, we will never be able to be deemed experienced..coz i think maybe most of the vital experiences are drawn from bad situations...and how u come out of it... thats wat makes someone experienced..if u do nothing wrong in life... u will never know wat to do when something goes wrong... panic takes over.. so i'm kinda grateful for the mistakes i've made.. or should i say the stupidity that was partially god -given..and used to the it's full potential by me.. haha.. i think i have talked bout time somewhere in previous posts...so it may differ.. hell with that.. thoughts evolve.. today is april's fool.. just realised that.. March is over... so fast time passed by... it left me biting its dust.... waht happened in march.. so many things... wow.. results(thank god)... drama in kl( switched results slips with my someone...) haha.. but to that i thank you... u showed me again how great u are.. making me fall over and over again..and now april has arrived...bringing more suprises in store.. this is goin to be my holiday month... goin spore on monday night.. might stop by kl on the way back... hehe.. and then end of the month it's off to PHUKET... Omg ,... i cant wait.. anyways i hope i have time to put up more posts..and revamp my blog..it seriously needs a facelift...
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