christmas ranting....

it's been ages since my last post... a long time coming i guess...lots of things have gone by..cant believe my alevels duration is coming to a near end...it was sort of the last day of coll last friday...rather sad at the end of it..then when i left on sunday morning..cant deny the fact tat i was happy to come back to sp and not so...maybe i miss kl life too much..and coming back here havent done much studying..really disappointing...THINK BOUT ALL THE BOOKS U BROUGHT BACK!!!!!... i have to keep telling myself that i guess..brought a whole big bag full of books back ..it was damn heavy..crap i need to start studying... somehow the will to study deserts me and my previous addiction to tv has mysteriously reappeared again.. being glued to the tv for 7 -8 hours a day is nothing new...haiz.., but then something happened today..gave me the inspiration to study...why i need to study..and what this is all for... thats why this is goin to be a very short post....there will be another post soon i hope... well thats all for now...MERRY CHRISTMAS to all by the way.. and oh ya ... i almost forgot... MISS YA BUDAK..