IN kL ... in sp .. mUVies ... time ... people .. secrets.. forgiVe .. frIends.. forgeT ..life...U....

it's been a month... my blog has now some sort become a monthly event...since i'm suffering from internet aka pc deficiency in kl havent been able to go online and do anything with my blog..sad since i had alot to write about..but now i've forgotten most of it.. hopefully i can make a rojak of watever i can remember... so this post will be about what happened this last one month and what i thought of it and whats left of the things i remember that i wanted to say..long winded i know.. but bear with me.. this is a side effect of the noonlineliness disease(aka internet/pc deficiency in kl ).. lets start with movies...hmm...watched a couple of movies...ice age2,lucky number slevin, SPL(chinese movie)..got somemore but cant remember di...memory getting worse haiz... SPL cant remember wat it stands for...but movie was about some dirty cops,triads and the conflict btw them... thought it was quite a good movie...fight scenes were awesome..esp the final few fights... lucky number slevin...was good too.. i thought josh hartnett did a good job,.. one of his better movies i think...the twist ,story line and the blurness of josh hartnett's character made it a good movie to watch.. ice age 2 was funny and enjoyable...wat more to say about it..it's a cartoon meant to be enjoyed..chuck and eddie the possums were very funny...and the stupid rat and his nut was good as well...but i have to add... when me and my frens watched lucky number s7evin... the movie was at cinema 7... at 7 pm... and there were 7 of us watchin the movie...coincidence? decide for urself.. Next..... there were couple of bday celebrations this month...it was all fun ....had great times... after that slowly but surely.. days were getting shot down by time.. and my days of having fun were numbered... exams were inchin closer and closer.. more things suddenly came up to be studied.. with less time to be covered...how is it that for most things that the amount that it can lead to is almost infinity..for example , there is a boundless amount of knowledge of something to be studied...science for example..discoveries about new things are being made everyday..but somehow... time always seems to be goin against us... it is not porportional to wat is there to be found out in this world... somehow we either have insuffiecient time to complete our research,or something else takes it away because we take to long to find out more about it...or maybe we die and cant continue..at this point only maybe does time seem immaterial and u do not take it into account anymore..i have no answer to this sadly.. so i guess we should make the best of the time that we have... have fun with it...not waste on it...use it to the best possible..appreciate it... for it happens only once.. and then somehow we come to a question that me and my frens were talkin bout...what is TIME? how did we come to believe that time exists.?? why are we all bounded by it...and governed by it... another question with no answer yet in sight..maybe one day..someone will find an answer to it...cant wait for it.. hopefully my TIME doesnt run out by then.. haha..Next.... i have finally believed that in some of our hardest times we eventually find out who our frens really are... and how sometimes u think u know some people, but somehow its not wat it seems to be.. i think almost everyone hides a part of themselves from the world...but sometimes we say this is who i really am and i'm not shy of it and so on.. but everyone has skeletons in their closets...secrets..in this past month...things have happened that changed my opinion bout certain ppl.. how things that somehow may end up being pointed to them being wrong but they then blame it on other ppl....coz they sometimes do not want to take responbility for what they said or did... and innocent victims are then pulled into this ring of gladiators all trying to fight for their innocence shrouded in guilt inside themselves... and when we forgive them which we should i guess... coz everyone makes mistakes... and some really are sorry for it and try to make amends for it... these ppl should be given a second chance..everyone deserves one...but it depends on what they make of their second chance... but like someone told me today although i didnt agree with it at that time about my stand on it.. i said it is possible for me to forgive and FORGET...
but then thinking of again.. it's always possible to forgive...but not really easy to forget... u somehow remember bout it... whether u want to or not..something will come along that makes u reminscent about the past... do not ponder too long about it..have no regrets on what happened though.. whats done has been done and cant really be undone emotionally or mentally... physically or literally it may be possible though...therefore it brings me back to my point.. in this time u somehow get to find who the ppl u can really consider as frens....and some other ppl u call frenemies..haha..got this term from a show on tv..cant remember which show though.. frens are ppl who really stick with u through hard and good times...and give u advice when u dont know what to do...help u out when u need it...tell u off when u need it.. knock sense into that thick head of urs when u lost urs... thats what frens are i guess.. and i've really found them both in sp and kl.... and thanx to all u guys and gals out there ya for being my frens... appreciate it ... Another thing i wanted to write about ..was something my fren told me bout.. sometimes we have to put ourselves in other ppl's shoes... and see how it is to be them... thats what makes him wanna help ppl out sometimes.. he says that he then realises what kinda trouble or problems they're more or less facing at that moment...and what kinda of help they might need or be waiting for but dont want to ask... so next time try to put urself in other ppl's shoes...and lend a helpin hand..i learned that from him... we may need a helpin hand sometime in the future and if we play our part now without really hopin for anythin in return most of the time..there might be many hands being held out to u... Besides that...life has otherwise been really great for me...great things have been happening... 210406...incomparable...feeling very happy these few days....it's been a good run of months though suddenly....and i'm goin to enjoy and make the most of it ... but for now i'm back in good old sp for a couple of days till labour day...so will be relaxin and lazing around ...although got lots of work to do as well..haiz..life is hectic though..but i'm not regretting one bit of it... dont think i'll ever regret what i had to come through to get where i am today... or where i will be one day...it's just a continous series of ups and downs... rollercoaster/ferris wheel... life is never a straight road...but it's not a lonely road or a boring road... sometimes u have to stop a while and enjoy the view...