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2008-01-20T22:45:00.000+08:00

Check out this new advertisement from nokia for its N82 phone. I’m not too sure bout whether the phone is good or not, but one thing for sure is the ad is simply awesome. At least that’s what I feel. The idea …The concept… CUN…hahaha.. I’ve always been in awe of those who come up with these brilliant ideas and concept for advertisements. I think they’ve got to be some of the most creative people out there who are constantly thinking outside of the box. They can simply make something seem so interesting sometimes or really make u laugh or really make u think. Another ad of nokia’s which I think is really good as well was the ad for the N95. For those who haven’t seen it yet. Then be prepared to be entertained by a story..

On a different note, I’m not sure how many of you’ll read a particular column in The Star newspaper. Although lately I’m starting to believe most of our local newspapers are sometimes pro-government, there is one column by a certain lady named Dina Zaman. The title of her column is “ A Writer’s Life” and it comes out every 1st and 3rd Sunday of the month. And the section it is in the newspaper is towards the end of the paper somewhere near the World section. She’s one of those who I believe is a realist in a certain sense and a modern thinker . And her articles are truthful and I think that’s what is important . It tells of things that are relevant to us Malaysians and it sheds light on things some of us try to remain ignorant on.I’ve been following her articles since I think around Merdeka time last year and I feel it’s a pretty darn good read. So read up on the article when it comes to the 1st and 3rd Thursday or if you are the hardworking type, maybe you can go and rummage through that stack of old newspapers and get a good read.

cny cookies anyone??

2008-01-12T23:41:00.000+08:00

As the CNY periods draws nearer and nearer, some of you’ll start to have a certain craving for cookies of sort.. and for those cookie lovers themselves its cookie craving season all year round… well I’ve got good news for you’ll out there.. I came to know bout this from a friend.. well Krumbscafe is selling cny cookies already.. and the cookies on sale are…

1. chocolate raisin oatmeal…
2. peanut butter chocolate chunk..
3. nutella special : double chocolate hazelnut…
4. cinnamon almond serial cups..

Prices and pictures can be viewed at the following website at this link:

Krumbs

Enjoy …

the new year...

2008-01-05T14:50:00.000+08:00

Is the year 2008 a year full of promise?? I believe so… every year is actually a year of promise.. a better tomorrow.. a better us… but the only difference between it being a year that has delivered its promise or not is whether we try to make the change for the better.. it all needs effort… I feel if we try to make a difference.. for us as individuals, families, societies and others in need .. its all possible that a better tomorrow.. For me my wishes and aspirations is to keep up with what I’ve said I’d do so far in my blog.. pick up some languages, learn to swim and cook, keep fit, start something to get a side income.. another thing I wanna do is give back to society or those who need it.. at one time I needed help.. I asked and asked and asked.. few times I didn’t receive what I asked.. I wondered why am I not being given the opportunity that I so desperately need.. sometimes I got frustrated and angry but then my chance came.. I seized upon it and made the best out of it.. my fren once said a long time ago.. sometimes god is toyin with u… like swinging a piece of meat in front of a dog for a while before actually giving it to u.. but the important thing is he does give it to u in the end..somehow.. it may not be exactly what u want.. but its something better than nothing..and if u really want something that u didn’t exactly get.. you can work towards it with the foundation that you have received.. the thing is we need to seize upon opportunity that is given to us.. something else I need to do this year is like I said before give back… just read another article that I feel is awesome.. the opportunity this guy has open up for others.. Gary Kleynhans from south Africa who’s a surfer.. he conducts free surf classes for kids who are poor… and he says through surfing, he can teach them bout discipline, punctuality and most importantly respect..he helps them get part time jobs as well ..and I think its really great what he’s doin..giving back.. there’s one line that he said that I think all of us should think bout.. "This world is stuffed because everyone just takes and takes and takes," says Kleynhans. "If everyone keeps taking, it's going to get worse and worse. You got to put something back in and it takes so little effort to do this." (courtesy of yahoo news by danna Harman) .. Check it out at this link for the whole story.. Surf …think bout it ppl…

christmas christmas christmas...

2007-12-24T20:35:00.000+08:00

Christmas is upon us ..well at least those in Malaysia.. others may already be celebrating and to some it maybe more than 8 hours away from it… Well basically just wanna wish everyone a Merry Christmas.. May you’ll be happy and may good tidings come… and don’t forget the true meaning of Christmas.. the gift of hope and belief .. MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ONE AND ALL!!

B..........

2007-12-20T23:33:00.000+08:00

oredom...that's what i'm goin through at the moment..Some will say that they want that boredom..especially those preparing for exams and all or busy with work … true true.. but I guess if u were stuck in my situation u would say the exact same thing…. However it can partially be my fault at the same time.. I’m not taking the initiative to do anything e.g. work.. And my super list of things to do hasn’t really materialized.. except maybe the staying fit and swimming part… besides that..chinese,espanyol,hokkien lessons haven’t really taken off either.. simply put I’m lazy..hahaha.. and I need to do something bout it.. days basically consist of being a couch potato…and sitting in front of the tv.. every week I just look forward so much to someone telling me “ hey got football today evening at 5..can u come??” or my neighbour telling me “ tomorrow got swimming in the morning”… my days in the week go on day by day waiting and anticipating the next time I can play football or go for my swimming lessons.. hahaha… football has got me so addicted.. and swimming is starting to get to me too.. I mean part of its appeal is tat I desperately wanna learn how to swim..and I love holidays involving beaches and islands and so on.. and by knowing how to swim …I can really enjoy.. and if of course there’s an emergency and I need to know how to swim to avoid drowning..it’ll come in handy too.. hahaha.. and its great fun too.. Well besides that xmas is coming up.. woohooo… it’s the season to be jolly.. I know a great way everyone can be happy…it’s a surefire way that’s confirmed to work..Do something good for someone else.. be it someone u know or someone you might not know.. or someone who needs it…tat way.. u’ll be happy and feel good bout urself..and u’ll make another person happy too.. win win situation.. Besides that found another 2 bands that I think sounds pretty good… check them out.. one Malaysian band and another Singaporean band.. Deserters … and another one is … Caracal… check out their myspace pages or maybe their sites at channel v amp… nice tunes.. check them out..oh ya Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha also to all muslims as well.. sorry it may be a day late…well that’s all I can think bout today.. and I’m missing u suzhen.. have fun in spain… last minute addition ..something i read from a website.. it's by an entrepreneur named Courtney Kingston who started her own vineyard and is doin quite well at the moment at seems..and she said "I think everybody should figure out a way to follow a dream. Go right, go left, go straight. Just make sure you go forward." ... i think this is the way to go in succeeding in life ... in doin something others may doubt or u really want to do.. one of the thing s i wanna start in 2008 has to be a business of some sort or a way of generating side income for myself..

hope....

2007-12-14T03:53:00.001+08:00

I actually posted an article b4 this but once i thought bout it..figured i better take it down....Basically i just wanted to say i hope for a better tomorrow... a better world.. better steps to curb the climate change.. more freedom of speech.. more peace in the world.. less wars and less poverty.. a more just environment.. faith,belief and hope....

money makes the world go around..

2007-11-29T23:45:00.000+08:00

Money makes the world go around? Not really in my opinion.. It makes me have a headache.. As much as people tend to say money can’t buy you happiness, I tend to disagree most of the time.. Maybe out of a 10 times if someone were to tell me money doesn’t get you happiness I would agree once..or at most twice.. Honestly I would love to agree more.. but I can’t.. sometimes when you’re short on cash that you desperately need, one tends to get worked up and thinking of how to make more money to cover for that extra one needs.. In the end only leading to unwanted stress and worrying into the night.. What I’m trying to say is We need to save… seriously.. cut down on spending on unnecessary things.. spend on what is needed.. no matter how many times I told myself before not to spend unnecessarily.. but then at that moment I had the extra cash.. so I thought why not… no problem ma.. haha..but then there may come another time later on, when that extra money accumulated would help a lot.. haha.. So when u can save, save… but that does not mean you can’t buy something that you really want or treat yourself to something once in a while ..no harm in that.. So try putting aside abit every month.. sikit sikit lama lama jadi bukit.. though lama make take a long time.. u never know when it can help.. I’m thinking bout putting aside some money to help the less fortunate as well .. donations and sort.. I think it’s a good thing to do.. I’ve a few frens who do that.. and I think it’s really good of them.. and I think it’s bout time I give back something.. though it may not be hell of a lot.. but still it’s a start.. I think this holidays even though it’s just started, has given lots of time to think bout stuff.. And I’m determined to improve… be a better person.. gain more knowledge..well you know the drill I’m sure.. So I’ve got a new thing on my list of things to do.. Manage my funds better ..and also start giving back to society.. Furthermore ,with it being Christmas and all.. It’s the season of giving..

days go by....ever so slowly...

2007-11-27T00:12:00.000+08:00

been getting really boring these days..Time always seems to take forever to pass by when u got nothing to do.. haiz... when I say nothing though it somehow means nothing that I wanna do..haha.. that’s the catch always isn’t it.. whenever ppl say I’m so bored I got nothing to do.. the fact actually is that there is plenty to do..but u either don’t wanna do it or u don’t feel like doing it at that very moment..guess that’s been my problem..so decided to sort it out bit today..drew up a timetable of what I should be doin everyday.. things that I must at least try to make sure I do.. work out,chores,guitar,languages, swimming..thats bout it.. these are the must do’s … anything apart from that is optional I guess.. but been thinking what happens when I start work..dilemma starts again.. how to juggle time.. prob need to make new timetable.. but hopefully maintain everything in there.. figured out something else I think I need to learn.. COOK… basically never really bothered last time.. till of course I watched Jamie oliver.. damn… he makes me hungry even watching his shows.. and seriously I’m even tempted to try out the dishes that he cooks involving fish.. they’re just mmmmm.. so hopefully I’ll manage to learn somehow.. and not blow up the kitchen in the process.. So I need not worry bout being bored anymore .. but need to be focused though in what I wanna do and achieve.. Oh ya almost forgot .. birthday wishes to Shaleni.. Happy 20th birthday… no more a teenager.. have a blast..Lately been getting really hooked on couple of tv shows.. House.. damn addictive.. then all those car rebuilding shows on discovery real time.. overhauling,rides and etc… getting hooked on those Plymouth barracuda’s, shelby’s, mustang’s, 1960 cadillac.. I want to own a muscle car one day.. this week’s goin to be job hunting week for me.. If anyone knows of any event jobs that needs extra ppl..pls let me know.. or any good suggestions.. hopefully can get a job and can start next month.. need the money.. and besides that exams results for my 1st sem are coming out on Thursday.. finger’s crossed ppl.. and pls pray for me..haha.. need all the help I can get…Time ticks by ever so slowly when u want something sooner than it is..

There’s a tide in the affairs of men which taken at the flood leads on to fortune, but omitted and the voyage of their life is bound in shallows and miseries. And such a full sea are we now afloat. And we must take the current when it serves or lose the ventures before us.

~a quote from one tree hill~

busy busy...

2007-11-24T21:42:00.000+08:00

been a busy week .... been goin up and down to penang to the airport.. haiz.... but it was worthwhile... sis and bro just left for aussie today afternoon..it's been good to have them around .. quite fun apart from the usual bro and sis picking on u and so on..haha..Well.. let see from what i've supposed to since i planned out my hols,so far only started my swimming classes.. not bad...gotta work on my breathing though..been learning the breaststroke.. strokes are ok..only breathing..wished i had gills somehow..easier then..hahaha.. spanish hasnt started properly yet..been lazy and busy withmy sis and bro around..the same can be said about mandarin..and thinking bout it.. i better brush up on my hokkien as well.. it can only get me so far as ordering food and basic stuff..most of the tiem when i try to act smart and do as if i can talk i end up nodding my head or shaking my head as if i understand what the personis talking and try to end the conversation as soon as possible..haha..so better do it asap.. next week or shouldi say tomorrow, i need to start job hunting.. not sure what i'm looking for pero(but in spanish) i want a job that is kinda really part time..hahaha..work like 3-4 days a week or nites only ..somehting like that would be great...we'll see how it goes..

It's been a while.. maybe too long

2007-11-18T23:44:00.000+08:00

wow.. my last post has been bout a year ago.. guess i've been too lazy to blog bout anything.. and when i feel like bloggin somehow i cant access the page or something like that.. just finished first sem at monash.. on 3 months hols.. woohoo... exams were pissing off.. so busy studyin..but that is what happpens when u play around whole sem and only start to study when exams draw near.. and it's always too late.. then after that u go like..i'll start studyin early next sem.. and if you're like me... it never happens.. haha.. i couldnt wait for the hols... have so many things that i wanna do...wanna learn how to swim..yeah i can't swim..haha..learn mandarin properly...still lagging in that.. learn spanish.. get fit(hopefully six pack,better stamina and etc..) .. laugh it out.. i know it's funny.. work part time.. so that can buy a laptop and put some money into my 'tabung untuk pergi melancong' here and there... hopefully can go bali,sarawak for the rainforest music festival, perhentian/redang and most of all... UK and europe...not sure how things are goin to turn out.. but i think most of it is possible.. i need to focus on what i want.. got my first swimmin lesson tomorrow..hahaha.. so will see how that goes.. basically the story of my life so far during hols has been.. sleep...eat ...tv..futbol..online... bum around... so i need to start getting productive.. haha.. but been listening to some new tunes.. and stumbled upon couple of asian bands... if u guys want a dose of acid jazz/funk sorta style ,check out clazziquai (korean band)... some songs like dance and lover boy are good in my opinion... then another band that has reall got me hooked is THE GREAT SPY EXPERIMENT, a singaporean band.... they've got some goood songs... indie rock ... some songs to listen to would be ' Class A love affair' and 'The great decay' ... awesome tracks... actually planning to get the album if i can... another band would be Electrico also from singapore.. some of the songs that you should listen to would be 'Love in a new wave' and 'Runaway' ... check it out if u have the time.. if you wanna listen songs from The Great Spy Experiment, go to this link .. for Clazziquai and Electrico ..go to youtube and i'm sure you'll find what you're looking for.. listening to so much music lately has made me wanting to go for a concert..havent been to one yet.. so need to pick a good one to go to.. i'm thinking maybe snow patrol, dishwalla, frequency cannon,electrico or the great spy experiment... i think these bands would be worth goin for if i get the chance of course.. been thinking lately about goals in life and i think i need to expand mine.. i need to think of a bigger picture.. hopefully it'll spur me to greater things..

art....simply wow..nothing else to say..

2007-04-09T03:30:00.000+08:00

check out this pics... maybe for a non-artistic person like me...this looks really hard to do and it looks really really good.... this is all by a guy who goes by the name of Maurits Cornelis Escher whose art was mathematically inspired...i actually came across him in a book at Borders so thought i would just post some of his art to let others know bout this guy.. amazing thats all i can say bout his art...but wait there's more....most of his art that actually amazes me is the metamorphosis ... the changing from one thing to another seamlessly as u can see in the first two pics below..

this one above is titled metamorphosis ( abit small the pic but thats the best i could find)

this one right here is titled reptiles....

next up for the pics above and below....
the real work of escher pitted against a lego version...haha.. i say the lego version looks pretty damn good as well...

and finally here's something not by him but as a tribute to him...

everythign is connected to one thing i think.... TIME... in the end are we governed by TIME??

2007-04-01T01:06:00.000+08:00

it's about TIME i guess... been such a long while since i last posted anything here... i could remember last time how i would be so engrossed in my blog..constantly updating ..tryin to add new things.. and change the layout here and there.. but of course.. that was when i had TIME... or should i say enough of it.. now seriously been busy somehow..not out of choice at times but .... never had enough of it..and somehow cant get enough of it.. But maybe now i can... just stopped work... no more to getting up so early in the morning..goin to work... coming back in the night only... seriously sometimes so tiring just to think bout the day i would have the next day.. sometimes even when u have nothing to do ..it can be tiring..waiting for something,someone to come along... okok.. so i'm complaining alot.. but still these are the times that memories come from..be it good or bad... every minute and second gone by is a memory maybe of something that happened in a split second or gradually over time... so make the most of those times.. once passed by..there's no U-turn... no way to go there to that exact moment ...or at least not yet till a time machine is built..through my almost 2 months of work..i had good times and bad times...good decisions and bad ones... but with no regrets and fun moments as well..memories or things i would like to leave behind and forget it into obscurity... but they wont be..somehow bad memories will always leave their mark there..something along ur life will make u remember... the only thing u can do is to take it as a lesson.. and nothing more.. Maybe because if we never make mistakes, we will never be able to be deemed experienced..coz i think maybe most of the vital experiences are drawn from bad situations...and how u come out of it... thats wat makes someone experienced..if u do nothing wrong in life... u will never know wat to do when something goes wrong... panic takes over.. so i'm kinda grateful for the mistakes i've made.. or should i say the stupidity that was partially god -given..and used to the it's full potential by me.. haha.. i think i have talked bout time somewhere in previous posts...so it may differ.. hell with that.. thoughts evolve.. today is april's fool.. just realised that.. March is over... so fast time passed by... it left me biting its dust.... waht happened in march.. so many things... wow.. results(thank god)... drama in kl( switched results slips with my someone...) haha.. but to that i thank you... u showed me again how great u are.. making me fall over and over again..and now april has arrived...bringing more suprises in store.. this is goin to be my holiday month... goin spore on monday night.. might stop by kl on the way back... hehe.. and then end of the month it's off to PHUKET... Omg ,... i cant wait.. anyways i hope i have time to put up more posts..and revamp my blog..it seriously needs a facelift...

it's about time...

2007-02-26T21:05:00.000+08:00

flashback..i said i would be working in tesco.... i am but not for tesco.. working for a massage chair kinda shop..working kinda long hours..but it's the best pay i can get.. the most money i could earn even though the long hours were sorta torture...but make no mistake ..working there is fun most of the times..and boring also at times..so it has it pros and cons just like very single thing in the world has.. nothin has only good or only bad... besides maybe God and the Devil..but even that i'm not too sure..haha... some ppl have been asking me how work has been...so lets lay it out for them.. normal scenario at work ... so normally i start work at 930..open shop ,clean clean abit.. then relax in the mornings.. sit down..test the machines ..find out how to operate them properly..learn bout the machines..read newspaper..then go for lunch.. then only like stand around ask ppl to try the chairs and stuff,.. then if got customers,.. demo for them the product..explain this and that..bla bla bla...if manage to convince them to buy the yippee..otherwise like shit..i wasted alot of energy explaining.. hahaha.. then back to standing and saking ppl to come into the shop to test..then dinner..then somemore standin or the occasional sitting a while..and if there's a customer..same senario as above.. by 830 or sometimes 1030 (ot) balikkkkkkkk..... so that is what i normally do at work... morning's are for chillings... afternoons are for work and rest..night is mostly just work... by the end of the day heels normally hurt but... it's all about the money..seriously... it's the money.. haiz... wish it was just for fun..but no complaints...i'm learning more bout PR... how to talk to ppl and explain and all... so it's good in a way..and this way u do meet ppl from all walks of life..talked to someone bout business in malaysia and overseas and all today...quite interesting actually... he was kinda pissed bout the factors that hold back malaysian companies in m'sia...hahha...but it's all in a days work...

now i know...

2007-02-03T01:53:00.000+08:00

i know now that somehow later on in life...if i do become an engineer of some sort...i want to work in the aviation industry...by hook or crook i will.. it is just so blady interesting...dunno why but just plain interesting... i have to.... coz yesterday my neighbour from spore came down and his housemate came along also later..and at the mamak shop was talkin to his fren bout aeroplanes...he was explainin to me how they service a plane when it comes for it check ups and all... they actually strip the plane really down to it's bones..it's fuselage(hope spelling and word is correct) ... and they do a really thorough check up on it... and the way he was telling me how they do the maintenance work is really damn damn interesting and cool..i may not know much but i'm goin to learn ..haha... and oh ya back to my job search...in the end i might work first in tesco... coz i somehow need the money... dont care..and at the moment tesco seems to be the best paying although more hours...but screw it.. i want the money... tesco baby... however i'm still open to other job options...maybe somehow might get a better paying one..hopefully...haha.. but high hopes la... sp only..cant really get a good paying job...and after 1 month plus of being futsal/football sober...i'm no longer sober..hahaha.. played in the evening today..and it was awesome.. feels so good... and i'm playing tomorrow morning at 8 as well..or should i see today...cant wait.. hahaa..well gotta sleep soon so thats all... and now i know...

it's been a while....

2007-01-31T15:43:00.000+08:00

while some straight after exams ran back to the comfort of their blog to rant all they had been keeping in for sometime..i didnt ..not that i didnt want to ..but then didnt have a pc to go online with not till i came back to sp here..back in good old hometown...yet already i miss the big kl...in a way it's good to be home ..in a way it's not..exams ended on a low note...with both my final papers being a huge boulder crashing down on me...being so hard beyond imaginable doubt(for me la..)... but screw it..it's over...walking out of coll for the last time after classes..it was already dark...8something in the night... then we'll had dinner..went home ...waited to go out again.. was so ready for a drinking session but somehow things came along and that didnt happen so we went out for shisha instead in ampang...chilled out and played cards ....next day came only way to fast...the warmth of the night b4 disappeared...i had to start packing..was moving out that day from my house in kl... part of me was damn happy to finally move out and leave my stupid landlord...but that house and room had memories like someone told me..so in a way mixed feelings again crept in... then i left...but i forgot my shower cream and shampoo..crap... nvm... left kl the very next day... and here i am again in sp... back in the room..my leg on the table..bloggin...and surfing aimlessly on the net..with nothing to do...i have been football-sober for almost a month plus..havent played ..my legs are so itchy... have to play..been bugging my frens to go but always not enough ppl..crap...so might go for a jog this evening...need to do something..cannot tahan di... stress.... i called up this cafe to ask for a job today... the pay is 4 bucks per hour only..omg..can die..work from 9pm to 1 am... so little..need more..how am i goin to go phuket like this... NEED MONEY.... haha...anyways dun know wat to type anymore...somehow bloggin seems abit boring for me at times...so END.,,,

christmas ranting....

2006-12-23T01:17:00.000+08:00

it's been ages since my last post... a long time coming i guess...lots of things have gone by..cant believe my alevels duration is coming to a near end...it was sort of the last day of coll last friday...rather sad at the end of it..then when i left on sunday morning..cant deny the fact tat i was happy to come back to sp and not so...maybe i miss kl life too much..and coming back here havent done much studying..really disappointing...THINK BOUT ALL THE BOOKS U BROUGHT BACK!!!!!... i have to keep telling myself that i guess..brought a whole big bag full of books back ..it was damn heavy..crap i need to start studying... somehow the will to study deserts me and my previous addiction to tv has mysteriously reappeared again.. being glued to the tv for 7 -8 hours a day is nothing new...haiz.., but then something happened today..gave me the inspiration to study...why i need to study..and what this is all for... thats why this is goin to be a very short post....there will be another post soon i hope... well thats all for now...MERRY CHRISTMAS to all by the way.. and oh ya ... i almost forgot... MISS YA BUDAK..

discoVery consIstS of seeIng what everybOdy has seeN And thinking(R) what nobodY has thought

2006-10-27T23:51:00.000+08:00

been ages since my last post...it's been a mix of being busy...lack of creative input...hehe..and of course the no 1 malaysian excuse lazy... time has been passing by as if weeks were days..days were hours..hours were minutes and minutes were like seconds...and seconds were moments...but moments need to be treasured...and if that is the case therefore time needs to be treasured...no matter how insignificant it is..but that is a known fact rite? the point of what i'm saying...honestly i dont really have a clue...apart from my hols have finished so fast without me really realizing it..it's good and bad for hols to finish... goood : goin back to kl and meeting the frens .... bad: no more resting time...didnt get any studyin done as usual.. been a busy hols for me..painting house... finally after 5 days..couple coatings of paint on the walls and of course another couples of coatings of sunburn on my skin as wel....the weekend came..and my 2nd religion came in..sports...futsal baby...hahaha...managed to meet up with frens ..and have a good game of futsal yesterday and today...absolutely marvellous...watched a couple of movies recently..the banquet,john tucker must die...etc... goin to watch open season soon...but just now i watched a movie..that is simply amazing... maybe there's a sense of connection with me and the character... Good Will Hunting... its an old movie i know...but wow...thank god and Jeyan that i didnt miss this movie...thanx again jeyan for lending me this movie...it has inspired me...in more ways than one... i need this kinda movies for inspiration to do things that i need to do... in the movie the lead character..will hunting didnt really know what to do with his life..but he has this amazing gift in potential and he's a genius...the similarity btw me and him is the first part definitely not the latter... i realised during watchin the movie, i faced that dilemma a while back...wondering what to do... being not sure... i know i have the ability though not greatness(which is not unattainable) but stuck with the question lingering in my head of wat to do... medicine,pharmacy,engineering,astronaut(unrealistic though).... engineering came out as the others were out of question and the reason for an astronaut being stated above...torn btw doing something u want to do and having to do to please society and to be secure is a problem i believe i will be facing however, if u think in a way no others have even with the same question/problem in front of u... u can find a solution... one the most inspiring quotes and my all time favs that i have stumbled upon is one by Albert Szent-Gyorgyi (1893 - 1986), where he says.... "Discovery consists of seeing what everybody has seen and thinking what nobody has thought " .... it applies to what i said above bout thinking in a way no others have.. i need to do that..and thats what i will do... i will do what is necessary not for success...not for fame ..not for glory... but for wat i want in life..and from good will hunting i learnt that success does not consist of those things, money,fame or glory but the little things..ppl..and most importantly being happy with what u have become and achieved...it wat i learnt and perceived from the movie.. enough said...

quotes...... they are a part of Me.. Influencing ,Seducing and SUckin me into it.... in more ways than one..

2006-08-25T04:04:00.000+08:00

it's been a while since i've done this.. and i know i'm actually supposed to be working on an article ~ sports is my religion.. but i need to do more sports b4 i can write that... need to be one with it..haha..sounds funny.. but here are a couple of quotes.. all from oth... and i got all this over the net from ppl's blogs, websites etc...

"At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just not facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world, six billion souls. And sometimes…all you need is one."

it may be true at times all u need is one..but most of the times i think u may need more than one so think of it that way..be it the first sentence or the 2nd...be there for ppl when the need u the most..if u cant be by their sides..at least be with them in their hearts,their minds and their souls...

Do not look back and grieve over the past for it is gone and do not be troubled about the future for it is yet to come. Live in the present and make it so beautiful that it will be worth the memory.’ Ida W. Scott

it says do not look back and grieve over the past.. but i think maybe the 'and' should have been "to" instead... u need to look back... but dont keep lookin and sulk there... move fwd or at least be in ur present time...and take wat u can from the past so it may serve u well in the future..

Tragedies happen. What are you gonna do? Give up? Quit? No. I realize now that when your heart breaks, you gotta fight like hell to make sure you’re still alive. ‘Cause you are, and that pain you feel, that’s life. The confusion and fear, that’s there to remind you that somewhere out there is something better. And that ‘something’ is worth fighting for.”

Sometimes that something is all that counts for and it's all that matters..

"Don't be afraid to make mistakes, to stumble and fall, because most of the time the greatest rewards come from doing the things that scare you the most. Maybe you'll get everything you wish for. Maybe you'll get more than you ever could have imagined. Who knows where life will take you. The road is long and in the end, the journey is the destination."

Facing our fears is something we all eventually have to do.. be it breakin up with someone, coming out of the closet,confessing about something u've done, confront someone..but the fact is we have to or we shall nvr leave out past and move fwd...

await not the past but seize the future....

2006-08-24T00:46:00.000+08:00

it seems like its been such a long time since my last post... i think it was more than a month ago... things have happened....and some things have not happened for me... lets have a flashback at what a month july was and how the ealier parts of aug turned out...july ---- college resumed...met up with the old gang again ...frens were reunited..and u start to see the similar faces again everyday.. the chaotic life of getting up early..being late for classes ... pissing teachers off..struggling with class as the days go by...wishing u didnt have to... somehow the classes have not been kind to me or have i not been kind to myself...not really paying attention in classes,..dunno why..maybe still in holiday mode.. then the month called AUGUST had to hit.. badminton tournament in my dept came out.. lost in early rounds...but due credit to the players..they were good..some not but mostly good..watched a couple of movies..break up was not good...click was awesome..made u think.. sometimes the bad parts in life are the things that define who u are...and u can always want to be a part of the good times in life only...u cant have only one..it's a package...take it or leave it..thats the way it is.. and if u bypass something important..u'll miss alot in life...and there's no rewind button in reality.. even if there was i know it would be like click where u can rewind but u cant change it...appreciate time even if it's never porportionate or should i say especially when it's never porportionate...my results from exams came out the other day... honestly wasnt close to wat i expected.. maybe thats wat u get for not putting in enough effort... was disappointed in how i'd done... but thankfully there's a redemption period... where i can somehow right my wrongs...failures are things that drive u forward.. await not the past but seize the future... thats what i'm goin to do now..why are ppl never satisfied with what they have or get?? i understand why now.. coz it's not what they want... and somehow if u have tat drive u will work and have that hunger thats essential to eventually being satisfied...i just needed to get that off my chest.. as i wondered where it all went wrong... but it's a process i believe..that i need to finish...these are the things that make u realise and look back and find a better route...a better ending...or should i say beginning...

have U eveR wondered how can THings on tv, on a burnt disc, on a pc can affEct someOne this much?? i'm still woNdEring...

2006-07-08T02:47:00.000+08:00

do u remember the time in school.... when we had to write essays? be it in bm or even in english or mandarin or tamil.... did u ever come across writing an essay that had a title kesan kesan menonton tv or maybe the negative effects that 24 hour satelite tv poses? where u write about how budaya kuning potrayed in the tv,movies and entertainment industry coming to our shores affect the youth,.. budaya kuning in the sense of violence, sex and everything bad( as perceived by some but there may be disputes to this stand) ... i'm sure somewhere along the line during our spm years? or maybe pmr....that some of us have come across this topic and somehow never had any problem writing bout it ... where we had to write the cause,effect, and ways to overcome it... there was just so many points lingering in everyone's head... cause? the censorship board not strict enough.... effect? youths get influenced by the sex,violence and fall into the cracks... ways to overcome? proper screening process for certain movies ,series that come to our beloved country.. However if u ask me ....the TV... the movies... the series... the dramas... the music videos... the cartoons( maybe the cartoons just make me laugh ok) ... they have somehow influenced me in a way that somehow i feel ppl around me cant really do at times.... Have u felt tat after u watched a certain show on tv that u feel u want to better yourself? felt that what u're doin is somehow not right or u're not doin enough? feel u should have said things tat u didnt say? wonder how the characters in it connect to u somehow?? ... I can honestly tell u , I have... call me a tv junkie,movie junkie, series junkie... fine ... couldnt care less.. basically i was just watching this show called Grey's anatomy...sure quite a few have heard of it... but there's something bout this show that pulls me... the mix of emotions.. pain,happiness, determination, failure, success,betrayal , sadness,trust, belief and the all time favourite? love.... it just gets to me... i somehow feel after every episode that there's something bout me that i wanna make right...if i hadnt done something that i should have.. i must do it... do the right thing... make the right choices...making choices isnt hard ..it's just painful...if its not painful it's not hard... appreciate ppl more... not take ppl or things for granted as things can change in an instant...make the most out of things..u dont get second chances most of the time..unless u're lucky... what i feel is that these shows have somehow made me a better person..although i cant really be a judge of that.. but still... sometimes when change occurs to u... u're the first one to feel it... ppl dont need to tell u for u to know it... inspirational stuff is what this all is.. this kinda shows and movies make a difference..and i salute the actors.. the directors.. all those involved in it.. and the ppl who came up with the idea... heck the might just be in it for the money.. but little did they know , they had an effect on someone.. insignificant as he may be,.. but it can spread..every cloud has a silver lining... another show that kinda made me think.. is a show called My name is Earl....it talks bout karma... cause and effect.. you do good and good shall befall u..vice versa... what goes around comes around.... the show helped me think bout karma and try to understand it..till i think that it exist... never thought bout it this way.. and thus making me want to do things the right way.. Okok... i dont know whether it has affected anyone else this way , this kinda shows and movies... but it has done this to me... and i think it's great... it gives hope sometimes... i know that music has somewhat the same effect.... and i'm a fan of that as well but not as big as a tv or movie fan... it affects me differently...

~proM~ the good In the bad and the aweSomeneSs or tHE downRight terrible eventS ?? althOugh it remains unforgettaBle AnD amazing~

2006-07-05T23:32:00.000+08:00

back in the motherland again.... prom's over....holidays have officially started... world cup is heating up...prom was great for me.... but let me put this straight.. the great part had nothing to do with how the prom went on... the organization.. and the plannin of it... entertainment was kinda poor... no offense to my frens performances... some of them were good some not so... but i'm looking at it more to an overall look... there was no flow in the music... it kept shifting from one genre of music to another... for example... at one point there were ppl dancing on the floor,.. the music feel was good and everyone was just movin to the beat,.. then they brought on a band who didnt play music dancable to...it was more to singing along music... and just swaying with rhythm... that kinda sucked...and wats more the lights which were dimmed suddenly came back on... poor poor organization by the commitee... in my opinion... sadly not worth the money..food was quite ok i think... speeches were abit draggin and not interesting..if u wan to make a long speech .. make it funny.. and ppl will actually listen... otherwise just make it sweet and short... now let me tell u the real fun part bout the prom... it was the spending time with ur frens... laughin around ... taking pics ... seeing some of the ppl who'll be leaving soon.. seeing everyone dress so amazingly all for one night... u hardly see everyone wearing this kind of clothes..normally in coll u just see average joes with normal clothes... short pants ,slippers, jeans...but for this one night... it's diff.. the make up.... the accesories.. the suits...the ties... the cufflings... and i daresay everyone looked damn good tat night...basically i had more fun out of the prom hall... haha...weird but it happens and i loved it....next was the after party...,was boring at first....then once the drinks came it all became alrite... everything turned out fine..and there was nothing wrong anymore..hahaha.. the next day mostly everyone was hungover... but it was all fun.... there's one thing that hit me though after the prom... drinking alot now somehow seems pointless to me... drinking socially and all is fine... but then... no more di...control is now in place...why drink so much... u trouble other ppl... trouble yourself.... nothing good comes out of it... ok so u feel a temporary state of "highness" ( is there such a word) .... but does the good outcome of it outweigh the bad side of it?? ..... definitely not.... and i'm sure and i know u can get an even higher feeling of "high" that outweighs drinking from other things .....and i'm not talkin bout weed...thats my opinion... so feel free to drink but with moderation... i will continue but with a limit nowadays... being wasted is not fun at all....

~fete de la musique~ 06

2006-06-27T02:35:00.000+08:00

now i remember what i was forgetting to blog bout... 17th june was the day ... i waited for the fete de la musique for one year already after hearing bout it from a fren.... and to me it didnt disappoint .... i had a great time enjoyin what music truly offers to ppl... however from what i heard it wasnt as good as last years one... but that only had me thinkin if i thought this years one was awesome... what would last years one have been like.... okok let me give u a brief outline wat it was bout... basically this music festival is from france and is celebrated on the streets in france... and everyone just goes out onto the streets and parties...... imagine one whole day of partying...enjoyin music and chilling with frens... the music to me was quite ok.. but more importantly was the spending time with frens and doin things without really thinkin and just letting go... i actually kinda headbanged... listen to the rock music and all.. i have to admit not really a huge rock fan ..just a so so one.. but then at the music festival somethin just came upon me..and i enjoyed it... there were like five us only headbanging,jumping around in the middle listening to the bands.. and there was this one band that really caught my attention... FREQUENCY CANNON.... malaysian band, hitz.fm blast off winners... they're coming out with an album soon.. and their songs are awesome ,... esp girl and FAME AND GLORY... i was so taken aback by their performance that i straight away went up to the lead singer and asked where can i get their album.... i just had to blog bout this bcoz i hope to somehow reach out to those out there and tell them there is still hope in the malaysian music scene... and if they were to come out with their own album...i would buy the original.... besides that there was also performances by vespertin, one buck short, kishore's band BORANGE(sadly missed that one..should have given my support...but i'll catch it on vid..), and alot of other acts... there was a capoeira performances..quite interesting that one... Basically to me even though i had exams the followin monday... it was a worthwhile experience...and no regrets watsoever for sacrificing time to study to come for the fete de la musique...a simply amazing experience..reallly looking fwd to other music festivals should they come by....

the begInNing of onE event is thE enD of anotHEr stoRy....

2006-06-26T03:32:00.000+08:00

WOooooo HOooo... eXams are over....the world cup is underway... and i'm freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...
days of lepaking, sleeping , lazing around , partyin,watchin tv, onlining and of coz having funn.......... after what seemed like an eternity suddenly exams were over... after the exams went out with frens.. duresh,vicky ,azraai, mukesh and my man jeyan... in ampang... had a great time...we were at the makan shop from 7 till 12...can u believe that... had a great time...talked bout loads of stuff... it had me reminiscing bout the past 1 year...how it passed by... so fast... what had happened.. what may have happened...what didnt happen... jeyan me and azraai talked bout how sports is so influential in life..sometimes it just gives all of us that extra drive,... tat extra purpose... tat extra lift to go that extra mile... lets us enjoy the finer things in life...sports is a religion...sports is life and all that it could be... am i wrong jeyan?? apart from that i'm sure many have seen the world cup ads on tv...one of the ads has particulary caught me attention... the one where they say what football does for u... makes u proud.. supports u... keeps u company... inspires u...and so on,,,and most of all makes us all feel part of the same family... the music behind it was awesome too..the acoustics...simply great..making it one of the best adverts i've seen in a long time... cant really think of anythin else to write at the moment... so will stop here.. but actually feel i'm forgetting sumthing else..haiz...

Great spirits have always encountered opposition from mediocre minds. The mediocre mind is incapable of understanding the man who refuses to bow blindly to conventional prejudices and chooses instead to express his opinions courageously and honestly.

Imagination is more important than knowledge...
~Albert Einstein~

kl warS : return Of the sp Rogue boY

2006-05-30T01:32:00.000+08:00

couldnt think of a better title.... it just suddenly came to my head.. lame i know... tell me bout it...maybe it's the effect of having to go back already to kl... funny this time i wanted to go back earlier and not stay a day longer....actually have class on tuesday.. but my mum asked me to stay back an extra day..normally would jump at this opportunity .. but this time diff... maybe it was bcoz i had classes on tuesday.. physics and fmaths... maybe it was bcoz i wasnt studyin properly here.. maybe bcoz there was something to look fwd to in kl... maybe there were too many distractions in sp.. so many reasons....which one is it?? maybe it's all of them put together... i think thats it.. bus leaves early tomolo mornin... just packed all my stuff and it much heavier than i came..taking an umbrella back as well.. misplaced mine...even bringin back corn flakes hahaha.. corny... hehe.. i've said in my previous blog how time is not porportionate to what we have to do or how much time we need...however during my time i spent in sp this time..i repeat this time.. i havent followed what i said.. i havent made the best of the time i had... wat a waste... i spent most of my time online... doin nonsense... surfing aimlessly and so on,.. only thing good was my fren thought me some physics online... thanx edwin... in the end i havent got much studyin done and my exams are even closer than b4 and yet i sit her with my fingers tapping the keys bloggin... but i have to blog b4 i go back ..not sure whens the next will blog again.. i have finally resolved to sit in the library starting from wed onwards...go early study till late in the night... spend time occasionally only with frens..it'll be hardcore studyin this time..taking inspiration from what my fren is doin for his law finals... really disciplined studyin from what i see...will have to do that.... this is a matter of choice... and i choose to do it this way..
thats why i'm ending my post here.. time is being inversely porportional... therefore i have to stop here to minimize the damage...hehe... i started talking loads of crap again.. that's all folks

the thrills of life May only come a few tImeS in life ...So live it not pUsh it away,,,,

2006-05-27T00:30:00.001+08:00

the rice bowl of malaysia as one of my frens reminded me what sp is called is where i am again... back to the good old state of kedah( who is currently hosting SUKMA.. come to kedah....).... back for the weekend.... just for a short break...came back since it was my mum's bday 2 days ago...and it'll be awhile b4 i come back next....this past weeks have been good to me...exams are slowly creeping nearer and nearer...stalking it's prey which is me.... but i'll be stalking good results i hope too....i watched da vinci code the other day... it wasnt wat i expected.... wanted so much more....fell short of expectations... but it was still ok... not bad..certain effects in the movie was goood... especially the part where langdon uses his imagination to figure out things...i practically spent the whole day in midvalley that day...it was great,, had loads of fun..apart from getting stomach ache..haiz..but that stomach ache did help me have fun in a way too..hehe.. met 2 frens from sp there... and the day ended with a bang...my frens and me played catching in midvalley .... hhaha... since mv was empty at around 12... we started chasing each other.. damn fun.... one wing of mv...on the 2nd floor i think.. running until ppl sweating di..hahaha...after taht walking back to the car me and my frens started singing the west ham song,,,, hahaa.. inspiration from green street hooligans... the movie should be watched by all football fans.... it made me make west ham my 2nd team in EPL ..hahhaa.. and the other day during fa cup final... me and my frens went to watch the game against liverpool at hartamas and the four or five of us were the only ppl supporting west ham,,, it was so nice when we scored...but then liverpool had to win..thanks to steven gerrard and west ham players taking soft penalties...back to midvalley thingy.... on the way back my fren spencer and i were talking bout how fun it was playin there and we should do it again... and he said this was the only time we can do this kinda things...next time when we're older we wont be able to do it no more... and how true it was... certain things u can only do while you're young, rebellious without regard for the rules.... and when u do things without thinking... some ppl older might call it stupid... but when these things dont endanger ur life(things that endanger urself i admit it's stupid as well) it is so fun and spontaneous and ingenius...hahha.... and there might be a time in the future where u look at the past and thank god u did those things that others might have not dared tried... and u think what a waste bcoz they missed something good in life.... and when u do these kinda things even if u're having a bad day, it would definitely lift u up... making u forget bout the things that happened that day..and u just let loose... i'm sure there's lots of workin ppl who all wished they could do that... but they cant...responbilities, status and their careers keep them from doin it... instead they turn to gyms and so on.. u wont get the thrill out of from there... say u would to try skydiving, bungee jumpin or something like that... then the thrill is definitely there.. i've said this so many times and i will continue to do it... know ur priorities in life but dont forget to have fun... live life to the fullest... It's essential... another thing World Cup is coming soon... i feel a fever comin along... fingers crossed rooney recovers in time....

Cyclic Reel of life ? money? lAnd? Books? chariTy? family?friEnds? sElf?

2006-05-20T16:14:00.000+08:00

it's been some time since my last post... been busy with coll... just finished my practicals few days ago...it wasnt that bad thankfully... not entirely sure what to write again now... these few weeks have been a mix of good and bad things happening... the bright side of it is most of the good things somehow manage to overshadow the bad parts.. it's just how u look at it....yesterday was at this mamak shop near midvalley and suddenly my fren asked this question .. just say u won 5million dollars in some lottery... what would u do with it?? while the usual answers came out.... cars,spend on parents, invest,spend it here and there, save the rest.... one of my frens yong came out with this answer.. charity... but not just handing them a lump sum of money one shot.. he said it should be done continously over a period of time... not just for an instant,... he then explained that he believes that there's a cycle to this.. and that u have to give to receive... and i think it's kinda true... he even said that for example...for rain to come ,,water needs to evaporate and condense before it becomes rain and goes back to the sea.. it's a cycle as well... with relevence to life.. i have never thought it about it this way...but after listening to him saying all this i'm startin to think of it that way... I've somehow come to realise that in my life... sometimes the most interesting and things to do with life and so are talked about at mamak shops and hawker centres... i dont know why... but it somehow just happens,,, and sometimes we go on talkin for hours without knowing limits to time... and when this happens i enjoy every second of it....sometimes i admit i dont have much to say bout it... but listening to it makes a difference to yourself.... it changes the way u think for the better ..giving you more perspectives on life ...and makes u ponder bout things u would not think of normally... it like gives u bump into another world for a while.... Anyways ,,,, da vinci code is out,,, cant wait to see it...however sadly the reviews from it havent been great... and i fear of disappointment.. queues at the cinema are crazy though...tickets being sold out and so on.. lines being ever so long... but still i will wait in line...need to judge for myself,, u can only imagine so much in ur head..and the rest u need to see it for real... I've got 2-3 weeks break before my next exam... so i've time to catch it.... but will be busy as well.. dunno when my next post will be...haiz... anyways to those having exams...esp my alevels frens...all the best and good luck...

you Can hAve fuN putTin the jigsaW's mAny pIeces TogetTher..Only then Can U find me..

2006-05-01T00:07:00.000+08:00

my escape to sp is coming to an end as i speak...time continues to tick away telling me i'm just 1 day away from goin back to kl... i know this happens everytime i'm back in sp and then the time comes to go back... and each every time without fail... no matter wat awaits me there..no offense to frens over there in kl ya.. but i just feel like stayin here...maybe it's get less each time the longing to continue stayin here...it's diff for u guys maybe coz everyday after coll u get to go back to the comfort of ur home... knowin that u can do almost anything u want at home as long as ur mum doesnt scream her head off telling u ... DONT do that son/honey... call me homesick or anak mami or watever.. but still its diff for ppl like me and those who travel to kl to study or be it any other place... home is where the heart is...there's no place like home...home sweet home..i've only come to realise how true this sayings are only now...until i do get a place of my own..which i own or rent on myself.. sp will and always be my only home... somehow for me coming back to sp is so relaxing.. it's such a chillout place... u can go anywhere around sp...no jams watsoever.. sleep at home in my own bed...watch astro and dvd's( i dont have astro or dvd player in kl).. pc,online( no pc in kl as well) ... sad i know..but i can live without it.. at first i thought i would suffer without these 2 main influences in my life but it turns out i can.. thanx to my cousin though for lendin me his tv... and thank god for 8tv and tv3 who show good shows after 930ish...life would be depressin otherwise.. i complain alot though...looking back on what i've just written made me think of all those living in poverty .. disease..famine and so on...who am i to complain... with the banner above my blog givin a constant reminder.. ONE the campaign to make poverty history...sadly i cant contribute much to it now.. i can only help spread the word.. but when i do grow up i seriously wish to help ...and i will...if i can give money i will if i cant maybe i can give services..one day one day...talk is easy though...if i do forget...which i hope i dont...pls send a friendly reminder to me...okok back to wat i was saying... now i wish i had a longer holiday and didnt have to go back yet.. but this is how life is... you dont always get what u want... and i will try to live with what i got..and be thankful for it.. NEXT.. on to wat i have been doin this weekend..hehe.. mostly been sleeping,lazing around, online for countless hours,eating lots of food, went penang today..gurney plaza...jln jln... bought 1 or 2 stuff..came back and here i am... see why i like my life in sp..carefree... but then all these carefreeness( is there such a word??) has led to me reading only 1 chapter of my chem... my procastination towards my studyin had now landed me in deep shit..only now have i realised it.. i will have to work my butt off this coming 2 weeks to prepare myself...and i also cant be putting off my fmaths anymore..time and tide will wait for no man.. and since time is always unporportionate to the time we need to do stuff and finish it.... i have to start as off tomolo..last day of slacking off.. otherwise dreams will be destroyed..hopes shattered... future altered..i believe in my own choices controllin my fate..and once b4 i have said that next time i make certain decisions i wish to look at them from more angles than one...observe every aspect...think of the best not only for me but others..and at these point the others are my parents..want them to have their burden taken off abit..and the fact that i actually wanna study overseas but financial constraints may prevent me from that... therefore i have to work hard no matter what..towards a scholarship...impossible is nothing..it's a big word thrown around by small men who find it easier to live in a world they have been given rather than explore the power they have to change it..thats something i believe in... sometimes i do say it's impossible.. but come to think of it.. humans once said it's impossible for man to fly,man to go to space...and look wat has happened today.. therefore impossible is not something that is constant.. It's a constant but not really a constant.. something like the hubble constant.. it's a constant at that particular time...but it changes after some time... therefore dare the impossible...make the dreams possible...I just love to these kinda things in my blog... talk inspirational stuff..i know sometimes ppl think that i talk loads of crap in my blog.. i dont blame you'll.. it may even be true..haha.. but then again...the essential factor in life comes into play.. TIME.. and in time i hope i will do wat i say... somehow writing all the inspirational stuff gets me inspired as well... this blog gives me a place to write down what i think and what goes around in my head now and then apart from Football of course or as someone says "fools"ball...haha... sometimes when i look back on what i've written it helps remind me of things i've said i will do but somehow i have forgotten bout..and i can get back on track..as long as my blog doesnt crash and all i've written goes to waste.. another thing too.. my fren recently told me that sometimes she gets lost in my blog.. in the sense all my points are jumbled up and there is no continuation from one thing to another.. let me explain why...when i blog i dont normally think what i'm goin to blog about and how i will pen it out.. i just start typin..and what comes out comes out .. in a random order.. i just try to get everythin i think about into this blog... and sometimes i have so much to write but dont have the time or resources to write it in my blog..so it stays in my head a few weeks and then in the end it cummulates to one long post in my blog..maybe some other day i can really sort out all this mess and put out the main points in a major summary of what i've blogged..haha that'll be good i think.. reminds me abit of roald dahl( just realised it's pronounced rooald dahl) ...not the major summary part though but the concept of penning out whatever thoughts he had .. just scribble it somewhere..coz sometimes this idea come to us only once ... and it might or might not come again.. therefore it's important i guess... I think i've written alot today..another post with lots of jumbled stuff together again..it's like i just threw a set of jigsaw puzzle on the floor and all the pieces are everywhere..and think of it this way..if you're smart..you can put the pieces back together and maybe then u can see what picture the jigsaw puzzle holds for u..it may be exactly what i'm thinkin or was thinkin when i wrote all this load of nonsense...ANYWAYS.... i'll be having another hiatus(hope its the correct spelling..) as long as u get the idea... there was this study also last time just remembered bout..by harvard students i think.. it says that it doesnt matter if the word is wrongly spelt provided all the actual letters are in the word and that the first and last letter is the same as the correctly spelt word.. that means even if i spelt carzy you would understand i meant to say crazy... you should google it out and find that research article again..i think it's true though.. so let me end this blog in the way that will do those researchers proud..it's almost like one long anagram though.. tahts all fokls ... i dnot konw waht to wtrie aynmroe...smae palce difrfent tmie...corerct spleligns nxet tmie...

IN kL ... in sp .. mUVies ... time ... people .. secrets.. forgiVe .. frIends.. forgeT ..life...U....

2006-04-28T03:07:00.001+08:00

it's been a month... my blog has now some sort become a monthly event...since i'm suffering from internet aka pc deficiency in kl havent been able to go online and do anything with my blog..sad since i had alot to write about..but now i've forgotten most of it.. hopefully i can make a rojak of watever i can remember... so this post will be about what happened this last one month and what i thought of it and whats left of the things i remember that i wanted to say..long winded i know.. but bear with me.. this is a side effect of the noonlineliness disease(aka internet/pc deficiency in kl ).. lets start with movies...hmm...watched a couple of movies...ice age2,lucky number slevin, SPL(chinese movie)..got somemore but cant remember di...memory getting worse haiz... SPL cant remember wat it stands for...but movie was about some dirty cops,triads and the conflict btw them... thought it was quite a good movie...fight scenes were awesome..esp the final few fights... lucky number slevin...was good too.. i thought josh hartnett did a good job,.. one of his better movies i think...the twist ,story line and the blurness of josh hartnett's character made it a good movie to watch.. ice age 2 was funny and enjoyable...wat more to say about it..it's a cartoon meant to be enjoyed..chuck and eddie the possums were very funny...and the stupid rat and his nut was good as well...but i have to add... when me and my frens watched lucky number s7evin... the movie was at cinema 7... at 7 pm... and there were 7 of us watchin the movie...coincidence? decide for urself.. Next..... there were couple of bday celebrations this month...it was all fun ....had great times... after that slowly but surely.. days were getting shot down by time.. and my days of having fun were numbered... exams were inchin closer and closer.. more things suddenly came up to be studied.. with less time to be covered...how is it that for most things that the amount that it can lead to is almost infinity..for example , there is a boundless amount of knowledge of something to be studied...science for example..discoveries about new things are being made everyday..but somehow... time always seems to be goin against us... it is not porportional to wat is there to be found out in this world... somehow we either have insuffiecient time to complete our research,or something else takes it away because we take to long to find out more about it...or maybe we die and cant continue..at this point only maybe does time seem immaterial and u do not take it into account anymore..i have no answer to this sadly.. so i guess we should make the best of the time that we have... have fun with it...not waste on it...use it to the best possible..appreciate it... for it happens only once.. and then somehow we come to a question that me and my frens were talkin bout...what is TIME? how did we come to believe that time exists.?? why are we all bounded by it...and governed by it... another question with no answer yet in sight..maybe one day..someone will find an answer to it...cant wait for it.. hopefully my TIME doesnt run out by then.. haha..Next.... i have finally believed that in some of our hardest times we eventually find out who our frens really are... and how sometimes u think u know some people, but somehow its not wat it seems to be.. i think almost everyone hides a part of themselves from the world...but sometimes we say this is who i really am and i'm not shy of it and so on.. but everyone has skeletons in their closets...secrets..in this past month...things have happened that changed my opinion bout certain ppl.. how things that somehow may end up being pointed to them being wrong but they then blame it on other ppl....coz they sometimes do not want to take responbility for what they said or did... and innocent victims are then pulled into this ring of gladiators all trying to fight for their innocence shrouded in guilt inside themselves... and when we forgive them which we should i guess... coz everyone makes mistakes... and some really are sorry for it and try to make amends for it... these ppl should be given a second chance..everyone deserves one...but it depends on what they make of their second chance... but like someone told me today although i didnt agree with it at that time about my stand on it.. i said it is possible for me to forgive and FORGET...
but then thinking of again.. it's always possible to forgive...but not really easy to forget... u somehow remember bout it... whether u want to or not..something will come along that makes u reminscent about the past... do not ponder too long about it..have no regrets on what happened though.. whats done has been done and cant really be undone emotionally or mentally... physically or literally it may be possible though...therefore it brings me back to my point.. in this time u somehow get to find who the ppl u can really consider as frens....and some other ppl u call frenemies..haha..got this term from a show on tv..cant remember which show though.. frens are ppl who really stick with u through hard and good times...and give u advice when u dont know what to do...help u out when u need it...tell u off when u need it.. knock sense into that thick head of urs when u lost urs... thats what frens are i guess.. and i've really found them both in sp and kl.... and thanx to all u guys and gals out there ya for being my frens... appreciate it ... Another thing i wanted to write about ..was something my fren told me bout.. sometimes we have to put ourselves in other ppl's shoes... and see how it is to be them... thats what makes him wanna help ppl out sometimes.. he says that he then realises what kinda trouble or problems they're more or less facing at that moment...and what kinda of help they might need or be waiting for but dont want to ask... so next time try to put urself in other ppl's shoes...and lend a helpin hand..i learned that from him... we may need a helpin hand sometime in the future and if we play our part now without really hopin for anythin in return most of the time..there might be many hands being held out to u... Besides that...life has otherwise been really great for me...great things have been happening... 210406...incomparable...feeling very happy these few days....it's been a good run of months though suddenly....and i'm goin to enjoy and make the most of it ... but for now i'm back in good old sp for a couple of days till labour day...so will be relaxin and lazing around ...although got lots of work to do as well..haiz..life is hectic though..but i'm not regretting one bit of it... dont think i'll ever regret what i had to come through to get where i am today... or where i will be one day...it's just a continous series of ups and downs... rollercoaster/ferris wheel... life is never a straight road...but it's not a lonely road or a boring road... sometimes u have to stop a while and enjoy the view...

hecTic kl life here I coMe back again.. missEd me?

2006-04-02T00:26:00.000+08:00

my self declared holidays have gone by so fast... i dunt know why but time has a funny way of goin by so fast when u're having fun and enjoyin urself..maybe it's time's way of cuttin costs...haha... came back on wed... went cheng beng on thurs in penang... friday went to see my aunt.. today lepak around sp... tomolo or should i say today goin back kl di.. haiz.. but today wasnt such a good day... kinda got into small car accident..nothing really happened to the car.. just small scratch.. but kena nice scolding from my bro... lucky my dad didnt scold me..haha..he jsut said learn from this mistake... then later kena april fool from my frens..haiz.. cant believe i actually fell for it..but then mu did win today.. cut chelsea's lead to 7 points... i'm still clingin on to the hope that we can actually catch up with chelsea..although many ppl have given up.. i never will ..till there's is mathematically no more chance... MU rocks!!!! good way to start month of april though..haha... hopefully things get better... got couple of tests next week ..haiz.. so many things to study for.. maths,physics,chem.. and stats the week after i think.. one after another..at least it gets to start the machinery(from the movie proof)...hehe... just watched this movie called "proof"... it's quite good i thought... makes u kinda think bout something.. its actually based on maths and all.. did u know that 1729 is i think the smallest no that u can get by adding 2 cubes of 2 different numbers..correct me if i'm wrong.. 12^3 +1^3 and 10^3 +9^3 .. and go google out sophie germain.. and check out the prime numbers thing on her..cool... from that you'll definitely stumble into more interesting maths things...and i also watched duplex..not bad... it's bout this couple tryin to get rid of an old lady living above their house... and all the ways they try to get rid of her..funny... and the trouble they get into for that.. it kinda has a twist at the end..didnt expect that..anyways cant think of anything else to write today... wont be bloggin for sometime again..will be in kl soon..so will be starving for pc again..haiz..

So lUcky to be back in craZY town again.. siMplY the best...

2006-03-30T00:00:00.000+08:00

back in sp land...woo hoo... it somehow feels good everytime i come back... but still kinda miss kl and certain things and people and friends there... but it's all good..will be back there in a few days time anyways... it's been a long time since my nimble fingers have danced to the beat of the music from my speakers to the floor of my keyboard... lame i know.. just trying to be dramatic with words...anyways it's been about 3 weeks since i last blogged... and during those days life has been good... in more ways than i imagined.. my bday was awesome... had loads of fun... although gettin hit with more thatn 40 eggs,getting sambal/cili/ blended eggs thrown at u isnt much fun... but it's all part of the celebrations...it's the thought that counts i guess?? hehe..and when is it not fun when u are among frens..even if u r the victim... thanx to all my frens ya... for those who bought cake,eggs,cili and so on...and presents of course...thanx a bunch mates.. really appreciate it... after all those eggs and cili .. went to play futsal.... fun no doubt bout it... dinner was really great that night..although it was mcd's... hehe.. the next day got my results... did fine.. was very satisfied with results... unexpected things were seen on my result slip.. got the shock of my life..hehe.. after taht went for final destination 3 and v for vendetta...
fd3 was not bad.... but v for vendetta ... omg.. it was simply awesome... it was well worth the wait for dunno how many months...since i saw the trailer... the dialouges... the emotional expression that V kinda gives to the audience eventhough he wears a mask...as my fren put it...simply superb..and also the way V potrays his confidence in wat he's doin and believes... great... mustn't forget natalie portman's acting.. quite good too.. and i cannot get the mask out of my head..it's so cool..haha.. must somehow get my hands on it... there's one part in the movie where everyone wear's the mask... thats just great... bottomline is u'll have to watch it... well worth the money..call me to watch again also i dont mind... the days after taht were pretty alright...had fun..nothing bad happened..it was all good.. managed to play badminton again after so long... i think around 4-5months never play di... had fun....it felt good ... and then soon after last sat had futsal competition.. didnt play much... got injured even b4 tournament started.. damn stupid of me... haiz.. but have no regrets... the team managed to reach quarters though.. hats off to them.. they played really well.... unlucky to lose bcoz of a last minute goal.... but we'll be back next year..haha... my brother is back from aust so it's good to see him as well ...although kena bully from him as usual..hehe...so that was how my march month turned out... so far the best month in a long long time... many good things have happened to me this month and i'm really thankful for that... 090306....will remember.. just awesome beyond doubt....

thinGs always change fRom good to bad or vicE versA.... iT harDly ever stAYs the same...

2006-03-11T15:21:00.000+08:00

it's seriously been a rollercoaster ride for me of maybe a ferris wheel this week...people always compare life to being a roller coaster ride.. maybe coz so many things happen at different speeds ... but what if u were to compare a few days in ur life to a ferris wheel instead... although it may not have many loops or turns or 360 turns and so on... but basically the concept is still the same,.. u have ups and downs... but just with a little less speed and being more of a calmer ride... i had a great start last friday though... had lunch with frens and 2 lecturers,..it was part of an auction deal.. it was definitely one of the best lunch times i spent in my life...honestly it was... maybe there were 2 real reasons to it... the first of course was bcoz it was with one of the lecturers that once i never understood but then now my perception of him has totally changed... he's a damn great lecturer,..and sometimes talking to him is different than talking to other lecturers or teachers... most lecturers would usually only talk about studies and so on and very seldomly skip into some topics outside of studies.. but this guy.. jahn cheah.. he's different.. lots of ppl dont like him.. but there just something bout this guy that makes him awesome...fun... no time is wasted... it was friday so it was like fridays with jahn? instead of tuesdays with morrie...and the other thing was somehow i felt my classmates, we'll were like getting closer to each other.. knowing one another better..thats really great... b4 this there were like 4 different clans should i say in our class... one was the smart genius students.. then there was another group of guys quite smart as well... another guy who we'll kinda werent close to... and my group of frens... somehow or another we'll couldnt never click together..and everyting was usually limited to hellos and how ru...but now its getting better..and i'm enjoying every second of it..hehe..saturday was fine nothing much happened..went to my cousins place and edu fair... then came sunday... sunday started out fine... went out in the night and slept over at my frens place.. hanged out with rc and azraai... supposed to go for movie but then something happened and couldnt go...so the bad days were kinda starting... but then it had it good part as well.. ended up at my frens place watching ray and playing bomberman ... hahah .. damn fun though.. ray the movie bout ray charles is awesome.. jamie foxx is damn good potraying ray charles... and the music.. just wow.. u guys have to watch it... then monday had to come... had a basketball competition that day.. played like crap.. ended up losing badly in each match ..one of the worst games i played and i had to fall down awkwardly and injured my elbow... it was bad that day..bending it would hurt... but it's better now though.. then tuesday came... although still injured ... i couldnt help not playin football.. since my football boots have gone to a place where shoes go when they outlive their lives..shoe heaven... i played barefooted..and injured my leg this time..haha.. one after another bad thing happend.. suppose to have physics test the next day... but i ended goin home and knocking out myself till the next day.. to get up and not studied one bit for test... and instantly i thought i was having one of those times where everyday something bad happens... but somehow it changed.. ups and downs... physics test wasnt that bad... actually managed to do it ok... was suprised myself..not sure bout how i'll fare..but it felt good somehow... and then something really great happened.... maybe one of the happiest moments in my life so far... and i felt a change in things that were to happen... friday was another awesome day... me and my classmates all went to sunway pyramid...went ice skating... damn fun.. although some were falling..first timers... i lucky knew how to skate abit..but kinda became a bit show off later on.. and ended up falling as well..hahaha.. tryin to act smart but ended up embarassing myself..but it was still fun... it was great that all the 4 groups of frens are slowly merging into one...after skating we had the best ice cream .... damn nice... and then bowling was great too... actually met a fren from sp too..suprising.... but good... long time havent seen both of them...since spm i think.... but i guess everything changes... it hardly ever stays the same.... so those goin through a rough time.... a little patience, things will change... i had the best days of my life...it was da bomb..heheh....

coll life?? is it AlL thaT it's said to bE or moRe?

2006-02-18T17:17:00.000+08:00

wow...it's already been just 2 weeks of college but then it seems that i've been here for longer than that.. i guess i've been having more fun than i expected... watched a couple of movies... read 2 books...big achievement for me..haha.. i dont really read many books..but tryin to get into the habit now...after reading some books that really inspire.. the latest movies that i watched were fearless,firewall and fun with dick and jane... fearless was quite ok.. firewall was disappointing... as my fren put it too hollywood... and fun with dick and jane was FUNny... but occasionally u would find the story not that interesting but it was still funny...my fren recently lent me a book called tuesdays with morrie... i think everyone should read it... it's a really great book and inspiring.. i esp like the way that the teacher, morrie talks and interacts with ppl and says that one should always give full attention when talking to someone else..and not have him/herself interupted by anything else.. tat way maybe u can really help and listen to that person...basically u 'll should just get the book..damn good... this kinda books really make me think sometimes... how am i living my life and so on... whether at certain times the decisions i make are correct at that particular time but may be wrong in the long run.... but from now on i guess i when i make important decisions i wanna look at matters in more than one sense , more than one angle and make the proper decision that may not only help me but help others... hopefully i'll be able to do that more often ... and sometimes in life u have to take calculated risks ... for example in that book, at one point morrie said that everyone has to face fear in life but once u face it... u become familiarised by it... and not afraid of it anymore..just when the time comes that u have to face fear again u just let urself get detached from the feeling of fear... and put it aside... maybe and i hope i'll be able to do that... i will definitely try though....

leaVing to A crazy/busy/fuN/worthWhile yet nothIng Like De homE town that Rocks...

2006-02-05T03:41:00.000+08:00

that has gotta be my longest title ever in this blog... i dont think i've ever written one that long..something just came into me making me write it... or was it the fallout boys influnce whose albums and songtitles are very long.... if u dont believe me check their discography out... anyways... holidays in sp have officially come to an end for me... as much as i dont want it to end.. the inevitable has come...it's time to go back to coll life... back to crazy/busy/fun/worthwhile life... i hope that this new sem brings me new experiences like i've had in the semester b4 ... if that were to happen i'm sure this is goin to be an interesting sem indeed... i'm actually looking fwd to it now esp meetin all the frens again..no doubt will be missing those in sp as well...although still wishing hols were longer... but after listening to what my cousin said... i was talking to her and i was telling her how i wished hols were longer and there were more of where that came from.. but then she said .. if holidays kept on continuing and i didnt go back to coll... i would be stuck in one spot , maybe not forever but definitely for a long time.. it may be fun it that one spot means having fun and enjoying yourself 24/7... but still it would get old eventually..and at a certain point u wonder what u are doin?... just like the movie i just watched... van wilder: party liason.... awesome movie..my fren weekiat's fav movie of all time i think... i know why now... it's about this guy who is in his 7th year at uni... he loves it so much at uni..enjoyin life and all that he kinda purposely doesnt pass to graduate..so he can stay another year and it goes on... until a girl comes along and makes him realize what he's actually doin and that he's actually afraid of the world that is outside there for him...during his time at uni... he's changed lives and touched ppl...helping here and there although others may just think of him as a party punk but in fact he's a party punk with a cause... thats the difference btw certain party heads and this guy.. at they end of the movie they say that van wilder inspires the uninspired... therefore i feel that this movie is one heck of a movie... i seriously like movies and books that have this important thing in it... i wanna watch movies and read books that inspire me... maybe at that time and place i may not be able to do the things that inspire me.. but still there's always tomorrow... and you never know what tomorrow holds..even if u do... by changing one thing you can change everything..nothing is certain in life... however i still love comedy..but this movie was different .. it was an inspiring comedy and i dont think u get that often..if u do pls tell me.... or if u have a book u think is inspiring pls tell me.. i might wanna borrow it..hehe.. or maybe buy it... i'm trying to move forward this year... be the same yet better somehow... and enjoy the things that life brings for me... so hopefully everything turns out for the best.. and of course i gotta mention that mu won 4-2 against fulham.. have to confess i was switchin btw van wilder and mu... but still good thing they won.. didnt play that well but still i think i see improvement in ronaldo's game.. he's been in alot of critiscm... but still today i saw.. he did his tricks but seemed to pass more when his teammates were in a better position... hopefully he can produce more performances like this..and congrats to park who scored his first premiership goal.... anyways leavin on abus tomolo or is it today... 930am... not sure when my next hols are but i think i'll be back somewhere in a months time i guess.. but this will be my last post for a while... so therefore to those who feel unispired...look to others to be inspired... or u can watch van wilder..haha.. well thats all i gotta say...adios amigos.. oh yar... last shoutout to may and liew who are off to the land of aussies..melb... goood luck to the both of u..study hard.. have fun,... will definitely miss both of u,....

My tAke on this Years Busy cnY celEbrations...

2006-02-02T16:29:00.000+08:00

hmm... cny has passed... technically not over yet until the 15th day..but still it seems it's over.. ppl all goin back to work,school, back to the usual routines....life is so busy these days... but to me and some of the others like my frens on hols as well,.. we're complaining of the hols being boring... it is kinda but still once we start coll or school again we might then say when are the holidays coming again.. i guess this is a cycle that never stops and keeps goin and goin...we seem to always want something when we dont have it..but then when we have it, we get bored of it fast... but then i'm trying to enjoy my hols ...am bored but still enjoying the laid back life of having nothing to think about for a while.. enjoying it while it lasts... wont be able to do this once coll starts..can only do this again when the holidays come around again... wonder when that will be..cant remember.. so therefore watching tv all the time,,,online as much as possible...sleep as much as i can.. okok back to the topic.. this years cny..hmmm.. let see where do i start..start with the eve... didnt really have reunion dinner this year... went to church in the evening..had dinner at home..rushed through dinner coz went to play street soccer after that ...i know it's not right but i couldnt resist...my parents seem to be giving me lots of freedom recently..letting me go out all the time.. allowing me to use the car always.. have fun with frens.. havent been doin much chores as well..i'm suprised but happy though.. but still something feels funny... no idea why... then the next day cny came.. got up abit earlier then usual... off to penang..had lunch there... met up with my aunt and cousins.. this year there were only 6 of us...7 includin baby ryan how could i forget..but still less than normally is... my bro and sis missing... so is my uncle.. my cousin and her husband.. all in aust... lunch wasnt good at all.. terrible spread i thought.. food was very disappointing... ate little compared to wat i normally eat at buffets.. but still cant complain.. cousin belanja so just eat... since we were staying over at the hotel, after lunch went back up ,,,watch tv,,sleep a while..then later go for dinner at the same place again..disappointing again...so expensive yet so terrible the spread..better than lunch but still... can u imagine they spelt my name as kennkth for reservation.. there were ants at the yeesang plate...common... this is supposed to be a hotel..haiz.. went back up..but since my mum wanted to see kek lok si at nite...so dad took a drive..was against this coz i wanted to watch football and infernal affairs on tv..but was dragged along..haha... but kek lok si did look very well litted at night.. wonder how much they spent on the lights itself... reach back bout 12.. on the tv and they didnt have starsports...so therefore i missed my football.. mu vs wolves..fa cup..but they still won.. so it's ok...the next morning however the hotel redeemed itself with a great breakfast spread..now this was worth it... food was good .... checked out at 11... reached home bout 1 something..went to san niens house..met with up some seniors there..and then by 3 i went out again to play futsal.,.. had fun ..meeting all my frens again... in the night went for my frens suprise bday party... haha.., but sadly for him ppl came late..and we had to do the suprise abit earlier with only 7 of us shouting suprise to him..hahaha.. but the good thing was he still seemed shocked...very shocked... hope he had a great time... ppl all went back round 11 but 3 of us continued bbq till 1... we had fun .... sitting and talking.. then the following days basically lazed around... went for pool with frens ... and last night met quite a few of my old school mates again.. coz liew was back from kl.. and met up with him and weekiat ... after taht later met up with ymeei they'll.. met jolane,vj,tan,neoh,chew,jolane,alex,heng,soong kiat,kai wen,beh... so it was fun.. been a while since met them... liew's off to melb soon...so is may.. just wanna wish the both of them the best of luck in their future... know they goin have a great time there and do well of course... so u'll take care... thats all for now...ciao...

HaPpY CNy...

2006-01-29T00:55:00.000+08:00

just wanted to wish everyone a happy chinese new year!! gong xi fa cai... xin nian kuai lek...(hopefully correct spelling and all)...

woohoo holidays!!!!

2006-01-26T23:42:00.000+08:00

so relieved....holidays have come at last..and this time there are no exams after it..so can kinda relax,,,,exams over.... exams werent that bad.....apart from one or 2 papers which left me feeling ..shit i have to save money to resit the paper.. sad i know,,, but i wasnt the only one...so that kinda consoled me abit...but still exams were over.. they were done..nothing can be done about it anymore except look forward and have no regrets... but sometimes u wish u just had studied that extra bit .... remembered that one more definition...understood that one more concept...able to do that one more question which seemed so hard... yet at that present time... it all seemed to elude u...and u wondered what might have happened...thats why it is said to never dwell to long about the past....dont always look in ur side mirror at the path u've come along too long for u might end up not seeing something in front of u...and get into an accident...whihc might hinder ur progress forward..so i guess i just have to move on... but next sem is goin to be one hell of a killer sem...goin to be hectic no doubt bout it.... but thats life....gotta get through it.. anyways after exams watched geisha and pride and prejudice,, geisha was so so.... not really my type of movie..but still watchable..sorry to all the fans out there...haha ,.. i thought pride and prejudice better... keira knightely did a great job acting i think.... she had that strong kinda stubborn personality in the movie and was a person with her own stand in almost everything..
i havent read the book..but i thought it was quite ok..hehe....it was a love story movie alrite..but still it had that something different in it... but this is my opinion only.... and now i'm back in sp... finally get to treat my televisionitis and internetis disorder by watching tv and goin online till the wee hours of the day....and also CNY is around the conner..... woo hoo..ang pow !!!!...common i know everyone would say ...oh it's about tradition... meeting all the relatives... but the main thing in everyone's mind is ang pows..even in parents ....i have to give this person's children this much money and so on,...for children it'll be like ,...ooo i cant wait to get ang pow from this aunt or uncle and so on..and i'll follow dad and mum to all the relatives house because i know i can get ang pau...haha...it's sad but it's true.... however CNY is important for the tradition i mentioned above as welll.,...and sometimes when u're afar... u kinda feel homely once again when u get to meet all the cousins and family again.... can gamble and have fun....and so on...in the end whether it be ang pau or not...it's all bout coming together..haha.. so with everything there's a silver lining probably... but still remember children .... now u may be getting ang pau but basically all the angpau u get will eventually cancel out in the future as u will be giving next time not receiving..hehe...and it will go on with ur tradition..it's kinda like keeping money in the family or like accounts..every transaction should be balanced out by another transaction..... with money always coming in and goin out... that brings me to my next point.... pls ppl...save ur money... spend but dont overspend... know ur limits.... it's ok to treat urself once in awhile.. u dont wanna be in situation ,..where u have to skip meals sometimes just to save money.. i know how it feels and it sucks...always using money for fun and pleasure..but then suffer the consequences...so therefore i'm adding this to my new year resolutions...to eat properly...get a more balanced diet..never to starve to save money..hehe...eat at proper timings,... not at funny funny hours of the day.... eat proper meals not have many snacks.... so hopefully it works out...
anyways since i'm back planning to eat more..relax more..catch up on lost sleep during exams... watch loads of tv..online always...have fun..meet up with frens..have fun during cny... and get ready to go back to the hectic yet fun kl life...anyways thats all for today....kinda tired di...no ideas to write di...out....

it has arrived...

2006-01-01T02:03:00.000+08:00

2006 has arrived gift wrapped with goodies that have yet to be unveiled...those goodies will only be known upon the course of this journey through jan till dec.... well the first good thing of the day was MU won 4-1....simply awesome....watched i robot.. interestin movie..hahaa ..okok..back to the main reason why i'm blogging now.... my resolution... my resolution is simple to understand i guess..easy to say...but hard to achieve and it depends on alot of different conditions.... i guess it's a multitask... well my new year resolution is i guess to really find who i am...and what i wanna do seriously in my life..and really set out my goals in life.... the tough part of the resolution is the first and second.. a couple of ppl i know really know what they want to do in life...as in terms of ambitions and goals..etc.. as much as i try to take life one day at a time , live life without worryin too much bout the future and try to make it seems like i'm a really carefree person... i know i'm not.. i prefer my life to sometimes be organized and to know where i'm headed in life..of course i dont mind the occasional detours to the lighter side in life and fun stuff but still i wanna be on course to achieving all that i can be...therefore i really wanna be certain b4 i move on with life , i'm doin somethin i really wanna do....and not make a mistake... i cant afford to slip up at this time..got to find the solutions...so thats my new years resolution...maybe i wont be able to do it in a year but hopefully i will soon....anyways a happy new years to everyone...good luck with the new year..hope u'll have fun... have happiness and etc...all the good things.. but a moment of rememberence for the tsunami victims as well ..forgot to mention it the other day... hopefully we'll be able to be prepared when the next one comes... anyways.. peace out...

2006 around the corner......here we go again..

2005-12-30T02:51:00.000+08:00

wow..time really does fly and what do u know in 2 days time or to be exact at the time of this entry there is 1 day 21 hours 8 minutes and 35seconds left before it's 1 jan 2006..... okok...lets have a look back at wat happened this year...hmm....it's been quite an interesting year actually... okok lets start with jan,feb and march....hmm... enjoying life in jan and partially feb...relaxing most of them and also workin ,...but then results came out so was kinda stressed out b4 results...but it turned out fine..went to spore soonafter the results if my memory serves me right..had a great time there...( darn if it wasnt for my externals could be in spore for new years this year..the irony....grrrr....) okok.. and then apr,may, jun.. relaxed some more..had fun with frens still b4 most of them started leaving for matriks, college, overseas...some left even b4 that... then things started to get boring..haiz...only few of us left in sp...those doin f6 and a few of us still lazing around sp,... then july came .... started lif in kl starting jul 8 if i remember correctly...forgive my memory i have a bad one.... i sometimes forget things that are very important also...haha...somehow manage to get past it someway or another..thank god for that... college officially started jul11... made quite a few great new frens...and turned out college life was fun.... did a couple of things that sometimes i wish i didnt... but wat the heck it's in the past..nothing can be done about it... no regrets in life..the only way to live life happily... pissed off a couple of teachers here and there.. luckily managed to somehow fix it , i hope....?? anyways... tests came..did miserably...but it was motivation to do better...to show me that there is still time for change ....then life played me one of its bad cards again...someone left.... it sucks but thats life... you meet new ppl in life.. but u never know when you roads might cross again... deepavali and raya came and went...not that meriah though this year i felt....not many ppl came back....so celebrations were abit low down...it was holidays again then and was home alone for 1 week... and b4 u know it xmas was over.. wow..not really a detailed recap but a brief outline of certain things...wonder whether i left anything out..?? hmm..well soon this year would be just another year that was.... so screw it... but if i did sorry...but will still remember it maybe not in the world wide web but in me mind.. anyways this was just a kinda prolouge b4 i got to my main babbling point today... i asked my fren what was her new years resolution for next year.... and when she asked me back... i said i dont really have one but if i did it would prob be to do well in exams..that was all i could think of,,, maybe it's bcoz i take life as it goes by... but i doubt that though... most probably it bcoz i feel that there is no point in ppl making resolution bcoz 3/4 of the time ppl never keep to them... (to those who keep to their resolutions... i congratulate and respect u).... i respect them bcoz i feel that they really take it seriously to keep their word to try to fulfil their resolutions...bcoz why bother making them when u dont intend on coming good on them... some ppl might say however, resolutions are like setting goals in life and achieving them...i think it's true..how do u expect to achieve all those goals in life for example, get rich, get a great job,travel the world ,do extarordinary things etc.... when u sometimes cant keep up to a resolution that u make..where's the will power....?? On the other hand sometimes it isnt ur fault that u cant achieve a resolution ...there are many factors that have diff probabilities to affecting the chances of achieving a resolution...(sound like numb3rs or not?? hehe... but its still a point not just for the fun of it..) so therefore it got me thinking .... maybe setting a new year's resolutio could be like practice or a steppin stone to one day achieving one's life goals.... it'll be like starting small and then goin on to bigger things...it builds character u might say... so therefore maybe for next year i'll make a resolution..not sure what it is yet,,apart from the exams thing... but still maybe everyone should give it a shot...and make at least one resolution...haha..i know i will..will post my resolution on new years day i think...hehe.... oh yar a shout out to my sis..for introing(is there such a word) me to a show called grey's anatomy..nice...haha..very interesting..a more reality in touch kind of series compared to scrubs..same concept though... and guess what it's playing on tv3 as well..wed night at 11 i think...so check it out....i like it but no idea about you'll.... anyways...ppl get started on ur resolutions...haha...hope everyone parties and have fun on new year's eve..!!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR 2006... hope it'll be another rollercoaster ride....

christmas christmas christmas....

2005-12-26T00:00:00.000+08:00

wow..wat a day..non stop eating actually..hehe.. and good food as well..haha.. okok actually my xmas started with me goin to church for midnite mass..hard to believe?? haha..i actually did...anyways mass this year was i think so one of the shortest in all the years..started bout 1030 and finished around 12..so it was great timing this year... met a couple of ppl who usually only come back for xmas... wished wished ppl after mass and then went to a church members place and eat tosai like nobody's business...hehe..ate around 8 tosai i think..wow.. but i have to admit it was good tosai..hehe.. was there till bout 130..came back home.. online till bout 3... then slept obviously..got up next day at 8 ..haha.. good thing i could get up in time..coz my cousin was fetching me.. reach my aunt's house later bout 10 something..and then chill there for awhile... then we went to penang.. had lunch at evergreen laurel hotel... food was superb i thought... haha..lots and lots of food.... the spread was quite good... the steak was quite nice..lasagna was great.. lamb was not bad .. turkey was good as well..beef not bad... prawns ok... salad and all was quite ok as well... dessert was damn nice..haha.. all kinds of cakes and pastries and jellies..heheh... couldnt help myself enough..took lots ... and then got stuffed... haha.. after that took a couple of pics and then went back to my aunt's place ... relaxed for awhile..slept... got up for dinner..eat somemore...turkey again... A big thanx to all the turkeys that sacrificied themselves.... haha.. and after that i ta pau somemore turkey back home for supper later and breakfast tomolo morning i think.... and just now went and met up with some frens at a bbq park....sembang sembang and then here i am now.. i think it was a good christmas overall..although parents not here.. but still if counting the fooooood..... hahaha..damn nice.. better eat as much as i can b4 i go back kl..hehe ... anyways thats all for today and remember christmas isnt all about the presents...It's also bout THE FOOD!!!...... today supposed to be public holiday so wont write so much ..should be on holiday..as if i havent been on holidays all this time.. MeRRy ChRiStmAs to all and a HapPy NeW YeaR...

good days...

2005-12-22T02:04:00.000+08:00

these past 2 days have been fun i guess...saw king kong which i think was quite ok.. movie of the month for me compared to narnia(which was ok wat..) and harry potter(disappointin!!) and obviously the fog(stupid ending<<) ....however certain parts of the movie were very unlikely..haha..esp the part where king kong is playing on the ice...but i have to say i didnt expect there to be funny parts involvin king kong where he would actually be kinda laughin...interesting... and i also managed to watch house again...watching it again has made me like the series more i think...house is a doctor who i think sometimes tries to run from responsbility but knows when he has to take care of things..and he does things according to his gut and will not rest until something is really settled...and if he doesnt like something he'll tell you straight in the face and he can be quite sarcastic..hehe..awesome..it's day 6 of me being home alone...and yesterday went to my frens house....talk talk talk until lost track of time ,,,it was 230am when we were done..omg ..damn long we talked.. but it's been some time since we'll really sat down and talked bout the good old days in school..so much fun that time and all the havoc we did..hehehe.. itwas great though thinkin back about those times and wishin one could relive those good days again...but sadly those days are passed..but happy to have gone through them..well these 2 days have also seen me doin some banking work and being busy mostly with sleeping, watchin tv and with the pc..i have to seriously get some studyin done.. this is the laziest i've ever been..now also i've just got up from sleep ,..can u believe it...slept at 11 pm just now and got up bout 1...haiz.. and today morning i only got up at 12... in the afternoon also slept for awhile..not to say i'm not happy with all these sleeping..but still wish i could put some studyin into my daily activities..fearing what might happen should i not do it.. i still wonder though why some ppl like me...like to keep everything till the last minute to do.... and never do things way in advance... is it bcoz we live for the pressure at the last minute? or maybe bcoz of life on the edge... or just bcoz we're just plain lazy and never get anything done unless it's really necessary at the particular time and u would have to do it at that time no matter what....
i think it's the last one that applies to most ppl... and in the end as an effect of this last minute work..we end up underachieving...which is truly sad... anyways... i shouldnt preach so much i guess...taking this from a friend...hehe.. coz i might most prob contradict myself again...
anyways to all those out there who celebrate xmas....Merry Xmas and happy holidays....

sooner or later we all come home...

2005-12-18T22:14:00.000+08:00

the title sounds corny i know...just wanted the title sound good..well i'm official back in town...paddyland as my frens refer to it..haha.. it feels good to be back in sp... maybe not everyone would feel the same when the go back to where they're from but still i find myself kinda relieved and happy to be back here again..it felt that something was missing in kl although i have fun there...but then all this is actually bout me having to wait 2 hours extra for my stupid bus to come in pudu...supposed to leave pudu at 3 but ended up leaving at 5 only...dont take SRI MAJU,... stupid bus made us wait and then didnt even apologize to any of the passengers... terrible....there was this guy on the bus as well..a mat salleh..it was his first time back packing in asia..and wat an experience to get..being delayed..malaysia boleh...haiz.,.. but he seemed like a nice guy after talking to him..he was from norway .....interesting fellow..haha..anyways the journey was not bad..bus was freaking cold though..and not helped by it raining outside as well..but in the bus saw doom and some malay movie..i think it was akademi idola or something....doom was a stupid movie...haiz..disappointing... reach sp bout 10 something,..and then my neighbour took me for some supper...came back home put my stuff inside and then went to my frens house for a party...came back later watch tv and online..feels good to be able online until so late after such a long time..got up bout ten this morning then..clean up the house abit watch tv...i finally managed to watch numbers though,.. it was ok lar..although i've only seen 2 episodes..so i'll have to see a few more b4 i can be a better judge of the show,..managed to watch house as well...but only half of it..so didnt really know what it was about..so will hopefully see it later on... then in the night my neighbour took me out for dinner...later watching arsenal -chelsea game..hopefully arsenal win....but i doubt it...looking at form...chelsea has the upper hand..and at most i think it might be a draw for arsenal unless miracles happen...which we're all praying for be it arsenal fans or ManU fans like me or others who just wanna see chelsea lose again... lets all hope Henry puts on a great performance...

back to sp...woohoo,,,

2005-12-17T02:21:00.000+08:00

finally today i'll be goin back to sp..cant wait..after so long get to see my old frens again...haha..today was kinda of my last day with some frens b4 the exams...so we all had planned to go see movie today but sadly somehow that didnt turn out...but however luck played it's way and we still managed to go see a movie although maybe all of our frens didnt manage to turn up..but it was still great fun..watched the fog instead of king kong,... king kong was kinda sold out anyways so no choice also..and the others didnt wanna see king kong,..but anyways nvm coz will be goin to see king kong with my sp frens..hehe...well overall the fog wasnt scary as i expected...good for me i guess coz i hate horror movies..( yeah i know,..it's lame) but wat's happening to all these horror movies? what happened to all those movies that scared the wits out of u... and this movie the fog had one of the stupidest endings ever..haiz...but still the day was fun filled...laughed alot...had loads of fun..no regrets...anyways will blog more once i'm back in sp...woohoo...oh yar and a word of congrats to my fren liew who did damn well in his exams... benjy get well soon, to those expecting their results soon..best of luck...and the rest looking forward to seeing u guys..

it's been a while.....

2005-12-12T23:43:00.000+08:00

wow it's been quite some time since i last used the internet...it almost feels like something new.,.haha...not really lar i guess..but still...well i like to exaggerate... okokok.. back to the finer things in life....movies anyone?? well these past weeks i've watched harry potter,narnia and a movie called remember the titans... basically the last one came out tops way above the other 2... narnia was not bad actually.,.thought it was better than hp though...but seriously i think everyone out there should watch remember the titans...it is truly an inspiring story... maybe to me bcoz it kinda involves sports ...but the more important thing is the racial element in it... it shows how sometimes sports manages to defeat the racist within ppl and bring ppl of different race,religion and skin colour together.. the movie also shows how much training and determination it takes for us to reach the top of our game in something...whatever field it may be,... the same concept applies..yes maybe all sports movies have this same element in it, about determination and so on..but there's something different about this one..it's a true story somemore and denzel washington did a great job as the coach in the movie who manages to bring the black and white players in his team together to form a winning team..and also help change other ppls perspective in life...how this one person's presence managed to change alot of things... it is truly inspiring to me...to really keep on movin in life..no matter wat ppl say... play hard but study hard as well..no point doin anything in life without having fun as well...but as it is...always know where ur priorities lie.... college has been kinda upside down...with all the mocks and then the results... which have not been satisfactory enough...due to my lack of focus on studying...all last minute studying...good motivation though coz now at least i'm better prepared then b4 as mocks have made me study more..but another thing that stuck in my mind this week is that i pissed off another teacher...my maths teacher..she's really someone with a split personality i think..hahah.sometimes like so nice and then next minute she's crazy...cant be helped that i was laughin damn loud in class when she was teaching though...hahaha..but then she lost my respect a long time ago....i feel that no matter how old u may be, intelligent or experienced... i will most prob respect u at first...but then i feel that u should show me equal respect as well... i do not demand it but isnt it something mutual when it comes to respect... once u disrespect me, i will definitely not respect u anymore...unless u truly change ur attitude... but sadly this teacher;s attitude only seemed to deteriorate and get worse..she seems to think that she is on a way higher level than students ( yeah i know she's a teacher..and i'm not smart or watever but still be humble abit lar..common??? ) and she feels that she knows her students inside out when the fact of the matter is she hardly knows any of us and couldnt really read any of us well enough to truly see our personalities even if her life depended on it..she seemed to think that me and my group of frens dont listen to her,or do her work, understand anything... i feel that she should not just assume,... again i'm not saying i know alot...but i do know what she's teaching..i do her work and so do some of my frens...not all but some of them... yet immediately she assumes that we're all not doin her work... it sad sometimes how ppl think they know alot of things when they dont know anything... she told me the other day after me and my fren laughed loudly (our fault i know..) that we thought we were very smart and bcoz we were fmaths students we are damn smart and there's another guy in the other class who doesnt do fmaths thats way better than any of us in the class and knows wat he is goin to learn in time to come way b4 others would... okok i admit i would definitely lose hands down to him.... but still i definitely think she has no right to say that this guy is surely better than us...( tell me if i'm losing the point here) ... she would never know what the true potential lies within all of us students.... we could possibly be better than she could ever imagine or we could not ... but that choice lies for us to decide...she can never and will never make me believe that someone is so good that it is impossible for me to ever catch up with him/her... coz i know that the potential that is in everyone is boundless..and it's up to use how much we choose to unlock and show to the world.... i will definitely prove all those who doubt me that they were wrong to ever assume.... never assume if u're not sure... so there... this is just what i think and no one can change how i think,.... unless u provide me with concrete points that show i am wrong and uncapable of doin wat i said...i will admit i'm wrong but not give up the fight,... it would just be one more step to success....

argh... i hate getting the cold....

2005-11-21T17:27:00.000+08:00

crap.... i'm sick....perfect timing to get sick..got presentations and tests and i had to get sick now...haiz...but finished 1 presentation today....it was ok lar...just presented in front of the teacher only...last night went and had dinner at uptown with my housemates...wah after so long get to eat good and tasty food...hahaa..had char koey teow...wah damn good ....compared to ali maju's....sick of it di...but then not much choice...or maybe like my fren maybe it tasted good coz long time u havent had something different compared to mamak..so once u eat something different it tastes good...hehe..that is a possibility i guess....this wed got another fmaths test so hopefully this one i'll be able to do better...tomlo the guys are playing futsal again..so yeah..at least can play...haha..sweat my sickeness out..hehe...oh yar i watched goblet of fire..and to me honestly it was very disappointing...especially for those who have read the book... i felt they cut out too many parts...changed the story.... and also left out the parts that ppl had really wanted to see...for example they didnt focus enough on the maze part i felt...really wanted to see more of the tasks inside the maze,,haiz...well they had to make the movie short i understand but still.,...disappointing i repeat...expected more....havent watched any other movies besides that....

things to do when you've got the cold/flu
TOP 5
5.Watch tv...lots of tv
4. Read a book ...
3. Study..not ...impossible for information to enter the head in my opinion...
2. Play guitar or just laze around

and the no 1 thing to do if you've got the cold or flu

1. SLEEPPPPPPP.........(my all time fav)
- so ppl just take the medicine that the doc gives and just sleep...

missing in action...

2005-11-15T18:27:00.000+08:00

it's been some time since i last came online so as a result i havent blogged in sometime.... classes have started once again..hectic as usual...haiz..but this is life ..better get used to it...these few days have actually started trying to really study...it's about time i guess..most of the time i start to study normally will end with me falling asleep after bout 1 hour and the lights and radio will be on till bout 5am...and i'll get up and turn it off to go back to sleep...so it's a good change,..not to say i'm not enjoying the sleep...but nvm all this sleep lost will be able to be replenished once i go back sp for hols..will be sleepin only..hehe...cant wait....last week i watched goal and emily rose....goal was quite good in my opinion being a football fan and all..after watchin the film somehow teringin wanna play football pulak...haiz..but it was 3 am when i was done watching...and somemore during last week didnt even play football or futsal once ..sad.. emily rose was ok lar..wasnt scary as i expected it to be....but it somehow did make me wanna pray and go to church..haha..i'm a person of little faith i guess...or maybe there was some subliminial messages within the movie...this week somehow i suddenly became short of cash....had to pay my utility bills and also had to buy a couple of books and of course the occasional spending without thinkin that comes so naturally to certain teenagers..so next time i'm goin to hopefully think before buying something... so there this website that i thought is quite good for those interested in basically money saving , certain stock related issues and personal finance etc... it's called www.iwillteachyoutoberich.com ... i came across it through a a forum..and i thought it was simply superb..so maybe everyone will be able to learn more about personal finance and try and shove it in my head coz somehow i dont seem to be able to start saving and all...bcoz of my rule of trying my best not to be kedekut when it comes to buyin food or goin to play futsal or watching movies and buying dvd's and so on....and another thing harry potter is coming out this week ...this wednesday i think it's opening in cinemas though u might be able to get those pirated dvds and vcds b4 that...support cetak rompak..yeah..hehe..just kidding... so make sure to watch it..saw the trailer and it looked quite good honestly... last night was the last episode of 24 as well on 8tv....awesome show...full of suspense....i think i wanna get the series as well....and there's this another show i've heard of called numbers and the other one is house... my frens all tell me it's 2 great tv shows...so hopefully will be able to catch up on those shows when i'm back in sp..well thats all i seem to be able to write as my stomach is calling me to get off my feet and go makan...

holidays over di...

2005-11-06T02:13:00.000+08:00

wow..it's been so fast ...time passes so fast when u're having fun... have you ever had the feeling during boring classes last time when time seems to take forever to pass by so that the class can end and you can go back? but somehow or another just say instead you playing football or something you're enjoyin , time will just fly by..i've just felt that..my one week holiday has passed by so fast i've missed everything...it was just as if i had come back yesterday but the matter of the fact is i'm goin back tomolo di..haiz....have to go back to getting up early in the morning ...and i'm a person who absolutely loves sleeping...hehe... even when i came back my days did not include me enjoying multiple hours of sleepin...such a waste of holidays dont u think..somehow or another i had to get up early in the morning....i think out of the 9 days i was here..only 2 days i got up later than 9....that is a very bad statistic for me....i'm tryin to catch up on my sleep yet i'm still awake at 23oam bloggin...very productive huh...wont be able to this in kl though...by this time would prob be sleepin di..too tired by what would have happened during the day...dont know what else to write here..but to those taking their spm and stpm ,.. Good Luck...and to those having holidays, enjoy and most importantly try to sleep as much as possible...

movers anyone??

2005-10-31T01:35:00.000+08:00

today i got up at around 7...can u believe it? although i'm on holidays i actually got up at 7 AM...hahhaa.. as unbelievable as it may sound it's true...coz i had to go penang today morning...one of my neighbours were moving to penang...so i had to go and help and carry stuff..tiring..so anyone needs movers pls call Boredomniasiacankillya Pte. Ltd.....we'll do the moving for u...
dahlah yesterday i slept bout 2 something almost 3...so it was even more tiring.. went island plaza a while after finish helping them...and then my mum wanted to go gurney...but no parking..so cancel plan..haha..was damn tired after that... had bak kut teh for dinner..wah so long never eat..
so hungry...just whack only the food...damn nice...haha...then came back home...night go out meet up with couple old schoolmates...wah so long never see them..went to one of their houses..all of us kumpul there and sembang sembang ..and then go nasi kandar nasmir...hahaha...so long havent gone there..actually miss the place ,..hahhaa...my frens all kutuk me coz they say i lost my kedah slang while speaking bm di...so malu me..hahaha..they say go kl for awhile only but change slang to kl di..haiz..so during this one week got to get back my kedahan slang....Kedah gemilang...haha...the one thing i noticed so far bout beloved SP town is that ..wah suddenly how come like so many cars and motors one...yeah it's most prob bcoz of the festive season everyone also balik kampung di....wonder wat to write bout today...hmmm...

Anyone who lives within their means suffers from a lack of imagination.~Oscar Wilde

i seriously think what this guy said above is true..wouldnt it be so boring to live a life in a world which it's boundaries has been set and u fear to attempt to break free of those boundaries or venture beyond what u think is possible for urself and attempt the impossible...everyone should try and live their lives beyond their wildest expectations..doin things they sometimes never imagined they would be doin... only then would everyone be able to one day when they're past the prime of their lives , or in retirement look back at their life and say " wow my life was really worth it...i have no regrets at all..and i did all that i wanted to in life and so much more"

There are only two kinds of people who are really fascinating: people who know absolutely everything, and people who know absolutely nothing..~ Oscar Wilde

this is so cool..it's actually quite practical what he says here....ppl who know everything would be able tell u things that u do not know and may have never known otherwise...however on the other hand ppl who dont know anything would also be just entertaining as you would be laughin u head off at how much someone doesnt know about the world and etc... coz he'll be like so blur...

The most wasted of all days is one without laughter.~e e cummings

he's hit the jackpot with this one...imagine a day without laughter ...how mundane would it be.... so lame and bored...laughter is truly the best medicine...sometimes laughter can even turn the worst of days around and make it a not so bad day..as u would be having fun then and it would take your mind off the problems that u may have stumbled upon...and also u get to exercise those face muscles as my fren put it...and dont forget to smile as well...

Once we believe in ourselves, we can risk curiosity, wonder, spontaneous delight, or any experience that reveals the human spirit.~e.e. cummings

that just goes to show how much it can affect someone and what difference does it make just if we believe in ourselves and show the world and our doubters we can....it will eventually reveal who we truly are and what we're made off....

Don't worry about the world coming to an end today. It's already tomorrow in Australia. ~ Charles M. Schulz

this is the best one of the lot to me i think....haha..coz i'm sure somehow or rather you've heard it's been said that the world might be coming to and end and so on with all the disasters and all thats goin on...hurricanes,tsunami's and earthquakes....but this is a brilliant way to look at it...haha...just awesome perspective....

back to espee!!!!!

2005-10-30T02:39:00.000+08:00

holidays are here, deepavali and raya is round the corner and i'm back in sp...woohoo good times are a coming......anyways it feels good to be back home....can at least put my legs up relax abit....can watch astro, go online...and of course meet up with all the frens again..since everyone is back at this time of the year...anyways dont know what else to write at the moment coz my eyes are slowly closing....will be posting quite often for this week i guess..cya

bad things do change for the better ....

2005-10-20T18:43:00.000+08:00

it was a terrible week to be honest ....all kinds of bad things happened...pissed off 3 teachers in one week..haha...that sucked..first it was my maths teacher...she was having this some sort of double standard thingy with other students...would like jokingly scold other students whilst me and my frens would kena badly from her..so that day after i kena from her i told her back and questioned her double standards...and then my chemistry teacher...we were in the lab...no experiments but we were doin a new chapter...so we were just listening and talking while the other tables were damn quiet...so teacher suddenly got really pissed off and like didnt wanna teach at all....this one was techinically our fault as we were the cause...so no blaming teacher here...and the other one was my fmaths teacher...he is a true genius i say,,,no questions asked..the method he does questions and all is remarkable...so dahsyat...i did badly in the test so kena also....this one i slept the day b4...so go do test dont know...haiz... then the a few days after that...i went to bathe in my house and then i left the tap running to let it get full and after that i turned it off.....dunno how come after that suddenly when i went out of my room water was all outside the bathroom....and was goin into my other housemates rooms and all...and they werent in somemore..haiz..so had to wipe and mop and all....but then as the week continued.... things kinda played their way down...and apologized to my chem and fmaths teacher...and things are quite ok now....my maths teacher also kinda cool down di..so guess things are pretty much back to normal....there are bad times and there are good times....it's just how u look at it and try to make the best of the situation....sometimes if it's a bad situation and u played a part in causing it, it'll serve as a lesson to try not to make the same mistake again ... if it's a good situation...just make the best of it and live it to the fullest ,...taking every opportunity ,have fun and take it as it is....basicallly in the end it all comes down to how u look at it and what u make of it....certain things dont always happen twice in life...so when it comes u gotta take it.....

people always leave?

2005-10-07T14:58:00.000+08:00

i know the saying above may sound kinda cliche for some people esp those who are avid followers of one tree hill....it was once written in one of peyton's drawings...but lately i've been thinking about it and suddenly i've thought that i'm certain it has a relationship with alot of ppl out there who at some point feel that someone they really care for and love maybe their friends,family members and of course the elusive gf's and bf's....when this kinda of a thing happens it hits u hard, real hard sometimes...like all of a sudden a huge part of ur life goes missing...and empty void appears...and sometimes those empty spaces might not be filled again by the person who left.....but for some of those lucky ones, "sometimes they come back".... those who get this chance and opportunity, do not let it go to waste ...cherish it and make full use of it....though it may be for a short period of time, it may not come again ...remember that.... why do they leave in the first place? somemay have left for the reason of education, family,jobs, death, and some you may even not know what led them to leave...but everyone have their own reasons for leaving....though it may sometimes be a blur to u and others, to that particular person sometimes it's a choice that they have to make...maybe it was working out for them, or maybe they had to leave to grow as a person or maybe they just felt they had to follow their heart...and for that u have to respect their decision and though it may seem almost impossible to accept the decision and u do not want to let go...u have too... it aint ur life....we are who we choose to be....so just accept that they have to leave and maybe one day if fortune smiles upon u, fate will bring u together again to walk the path of life again....another thing i wanna mention today is also something my fren dharma told me and some other frens, god is a funny person,,,he teases u like waving a piece food in front of u and when it seems like u're goin to get it, he pulls it away...and then he teases u again....just to do it again...but then at a certain point he'll give it to you... respect these words....they're not my words i repeat...but isnt it a good way of looking at life,,,, u face many challenges, downfalls ,problems but at a certain point u will get what u want provided u worked hard and so on...maybe u didnt get it this timebut there always next time....be optimistic and have no regrets in life or life wouldnt be worth living for,...make sure u have fun in life but not too much fun ...work hard smartly not hope for things to fall into ur lap..enjoy every day as if it were ur last...live life to the fullest....well thats all i got to say,,,and another thing i got to take a pic with the 8tv quickie host marion....at R.AGE yesterday,,,damn cool...she's damn hot..hahha...had to say that....like i said take chances and make the most of it.... live life, feel life, breathe life.....

craving for internet...

2005-09-30T15:36:00.000+08:00

wow it's been almost a week since i last used the pc...it's been a busy week...been having tests and so on...not yet AS liew...and i wont eat subway all the time.. it'll be like once in a few months..it's not that cheap buts its worth the money...hahaha...after so long of not coming online or even blogging.. i thought i might have lots of things to write about but it seems like my brain is numb and incapable of thinking bout anything..haha...and another thing frenster is down pulak..under maintence at seems..haiz..so bored..u guys out there should check out this blog of the year award....where an arabian guy won..if i'm not mistaken...his blog is quite good revealing stuff that happens in saudi arabia...anyways thats all i can think of writin bout today..

subway anyone???

2005-09-16T13:56:00.000+08:00

this week has really been busy for me....but first of all ...i finally ate a subway sandwich...it may sound lame to others but from where i come from there aint no thing called subway sandwiches...and it was damn good alright..thanx to my fren jeyan who made sure i tasted the goodness of subway.....hahaha...anyways back to my rollercoster week..it's been busy coz i've been having tests this week...cant say i really studied for them though... just read a couple of chapters and skipped the rest..but the tests were harder than expected and managed to finish just in time..haha..I had chemistry test today and maths the other day...i'm known as the guy who always comes late to chemistry class..was about 10 or 15 minutes late for the test today...but thankfully that will be my excuse if i dont do ok in it..haha...besides that, have also been taking part in badminton competition at help...it's a team event..and i played like crap in the mixed doubles..lost both my matches...but luckily got somehting to comfort me as the doubles team that i lost too were consisting of 1 national player each...so i can hide the fact i didnt play well when ppl ask me what happened...although they were national players but still felt that i could have played better...it was like a pyschological effect when u think of it again...bcoz once u imprint it in ur mind that u're playin someone who's way better than u, there's no way u'll think that u can beat him/her.... i've always thought that physical ability and preparation but the fact of the matter is that mental state of mind may sometimes actually be way more important...if you arent in the correct state of mind, there's no way i hell you'll be able to win anything...if u believe u can , only then will u actually be able to compete with others,,, therefore...i got an upcoming relay event 4 x 400m ...those who know me..would know me as a terrible 400m runner..but this aint goin to be the same...i got bout one week to prepare..and i'm goin to show what i'm really made of....this is redemption baby!!!

time of reckoning...

2005-09-08T17:39:00.000+08:00

back to the busy life of being in college...been having classes daily...but it aint that bad.....basically today i felt like writing about something thats been happening to me...
i realised today that i mostly come late to class.. sometimes it's on purpose or by mistake...but today i decided to change all that...coz when i started classes tese few days back i suddenly realized that for certain classes even if go abit late i might be missing out on a couple of important things that might not seem important at the moment but in due time it will...so today i managed to come in time for my chem class...thanx to a nice lady and her son who's a fren of mine at college..they dropped me off at college ...so i made in time for chem ....and then i finished chem later than usual..coz i was doin my experiment too slowly...was one of the last few....but felt good once i finished my experiment the 3rd time...but after that i had fmaths class...and knowing now that even if i miss like 5 minutes i might be lost ...i actually ran all the way to the other block...and that paid off..as i entered the class the teacher was just about to start class..and i kinda understood better than usual what he was teaching today...then later spent almost 2 hours playing cards during break...hahaha..chua ti ti and bluff....was supposed to play pool after that but decided to ask someone else to play my part so that could go in time for maths class..but went there teacher didnt start yet..but it felt not bad that i was actually in class by the time the teacher came...Therefore one should always make the best of the time that is at hand i believe coz time lost will not return again...Even if sometimes ppl will tell u that "oh u wasted time lar playing football with frens " or "you should have been studying" and so on...dont take what they said literally...to them maybe studying and trying to pass exams is all that matters...but the fact is there is so much more to life than that...true studying is important..but one should have fun in life too..to me sometimes spending time playing football with frens or hanging out with frens and just chatting is actually good times...and time well spent coz the most important thing when we look back at those times is that we did something useful...exercising,interacting and so on...to those reading u should check out this post on humans blind orgasms...at my frens wee kiat's blog..it's really true in my opinin..click http://teoh89-fcuk.blogs.friendster.com/life_of_mine_/ ... so thats what i'm thinking at the moment...

i'm back in sp....

2005-09-04T01:29:00.000+08:00

to those who dont know yet...i'm back in sp for the weekend only...just came back today morning..took the last bus on friday night...was damn tired while goin for the bus coz i just played bout 2 hours of football b4 that...and then even on the bus to pudu i fell asleep...so tired...and then the stupid rapid kl bus stop when we're like 1km from pudu and say oh the road too jam i dont wanna go through..so i had to walk al the way to pudu from there...haiz...and then since i was early i went to petaling street for awhile ...then went back to pudu...no place to sit so stand somemore..my legs were killing me at this time,..so lembik di the legs...and then out of nowhere..i met 2 frens of mine from sp as well..haha.,,nice to meet them again..pity them seriously..they were supposed to be on the 630 bus but got cancelled and then 730 bus but got cancelled as well..and then they got pushed all the way to the 1130 bus...but we werent on the same bus...after that it was finally 1130....got onto the bus,..it was a bas tambahan..and on the bus they actually showed a movie...The day after tomorrow...was the show...this movie will always mean something to me....only one other person knows why...anyways reach sp bout 6 in the morning..damn tired...came back home slept till 12 this morning....got up went for a great lunch..damn good the food...went to church later in the evening..went to pelita for dinner..met up with some frens at summer pearl....came back home..watched one tree hill..watched england vs wales for abit..to me they played like crap for the 10 minutes i was watching...but they still won 1-0......great.... well thats all i gotta say for today...and the irony of todays blog is i told one of my frens today i wasnt goin to write anymore about wat i did daily and so on...but i couldnt think of anything else to write though...so there it is...and another thing.... now everyone who reads this blog can post their comments..not only blogspot members...

being colour blind....

2005-09-01T11:19:00.000+08:00

i just realised how bad it is to be colour blind....just now in chemistry class while doin titration experiments, i kept on asking my frens whether the colour had changed or not...coz i wasnt sure when the colour had actually changed.. it was so bad...and i got pissed off and screwed up my first 2 experiments...haha....and yesterday i had stomach ache so i called my dad to ask what medicine i should take...and then he asked me to take some tablet but then he asked me what colour it was ...and i wasnt too sure either..it was somewhat orangy yellowish..haha..another bad thing...another incident which sowed me how bad colour blindness can be is during my driving theory test..where u would have to take the colour test and so on... i could only see a few and the rest i couldnt ..omg...so terrible..lucky for the main test there was only 5 questions so i managed to answer 4 but the last one i asked the person next to me....To add insult to injury ,during my spm, the invigilator asked all students who were colour blind whether they could see the colours in the bio paper 3 properly or not...and everyone in the whole examination turned back to see who were the ppl that were actually colourblind when the guy called out our "angka giliran" .. i was so embarassed as i gave him the thumbs up sign.....during the test there was this question about genes and so on..where u were required to answer the question about why this girl's hair was a certain colour and why her hair was straight or curly...with regard to the picture of her parents... being a colour blind person , i didnt wanna screw up in my spm so i asked one of the invigilators to confirm the colour with me...she told me it was orange....i was thinking to my self whether it was correct or not? coz do ppl actually have orange hair? didnt care ...just followed what she said..and carried on..lucky for the invigilator i did ok in my bio exam..haha..well basically lots of things have happened bcoz of me being colour blind.....this is what i got off wikipedia about colour in short...for further explanation and infomation go to wikipedia and search under colour blindness...enjoy...

Color blindness in humans is the inability to perceive differences between some or all colors that other people can distinguish. It is most often of genetic nature, but may also occur because of eye, nerve, or brain damage, or due to exposure to certain chemicals. The English chemist John Dalton in 1794 published the first scientific paper on the subject, "Extraordinary facts relating to the vision of colors", after the realization of his own color blindness; because of Dalton's work, the condition is sometimes called Daltonism, although this term is now used for a type of color blindness called deuteranopia.Color blindness is usually classed as a disability; however, in select situations color blind people have advantages over people with a full color range. Color blind hunters are better at picking out prey against a confusing background, and the military have found that color blind soldiers can sometimes see through camouflage that fools everyone else. Monochromats may have a minor advantage in dark vision, but only in the first five minutes of dark adaptation.

back to college...

2005-08-30T17:22:00.000+08:00

haiz back to getting up early again..so tiring..lucky can wakeup in time for class...these few days nothing much has happened really...cameback hereon sunday..the bus took freaking long to reach...7 hours plus ...lucky another fren of mine took the samebus so had someone to talk to...managed to catch a few zzz on the way..left paddyland bout 930 reach kl bout 4 something like taht..and then reach my house bout quarter to 6 i think..so tired..my bag somemore so heavy..somemore have to stand in the freaking bus from pudu to my house there...anyways had dinner after that then at night watched kungfu hustle..haha..damn nice man this movie... watched tv after that....then slept and got ready for next day coz had college...monday was uneventful as usual...nothing much interesting happened apart frommeeting collegefrens again...later that night had dinner at this shop...food took freaking long to come...dunno wat the hell the cooks doin...by the time food come my drink already finished...must be their master plan to make u spend more at their shop...coz then u would have to order another drink wat...i ate nasi goreng daging merah and drank 2limau ais..that was 7.60 ...crap...but the food was quite ok ,...so forgot about the price...tuesday tuesday...my worst day...coz got 7 hours of maths the whole day...luckily maths and stats were understandable...but then when it came to fmaths...it was akiller..dunno what the hell that guy was talking again..and then he also gave us back our test papers..got a D lar..hahhaa..but then didnt study much for it so cant be blamed also...haiz...well thats all there is for today...
woo hoo tomolo is merdeka.... MERDEKA!!!MERDEKA!!! fly the flag ppl... and u know wats the best thing bout merdeka? no college and can sleep coz no need get up..hahaha..chaoz...

boy does time fly...

2005-08-28T01:05:00.000+08:00

times does really go faster when u're enjoying urself or relaxing..coz u would be too busy being occupied with having fun and relaxing that u forget how much of time is actually spent doin those things...i for one am witness to that..coz my 3 weeks of holidays have come and gone like nothing only...it was like i was just back yesterday.. i had a great time here..meeting family,relatives, friends and so on...played lotsa badminton, futsal....watched movies...online as much as i could..sleep late ...get up late..watch football and tv alot..my neighbour belanja me makan,...take me movie..go lepak at my old working place...met old frens...go nasmir...life is good and laid back in the town they call sungai petani....as dull as it can be sometimes life rox here..as they say no place like home..the perfect place for relaxation i think...just lay back and chill...tomolo morning will be leaving back for the city life....back to all the studyin and stuff...but that aint bad at all..looking forward to it as well..meeting up with college frens and so on...life goes on...would i ditch the sometimes or soon to be stress life of studying for the sp life of just putting my legs up on the computer table and relax all the time....??? if i was getting paid why not...but the reality is that u'll never be able to that ...unless u get a job that u can work from home...how do u get that job?? u have to study hard first and then work hard only before u'll get a job like that unless of course u're some super computer genius or something like that...nothing in life is easy to put things in a simple manner...u have to work for everythin...life would be such a waste if u didnt live life to the fullest and live up to the potential that is within all of us..dont wait for something to come to u...go ahead and take it by yourself.. life is all about choices...make the right choices..u are who u choose to be... be all that u can be or life aint worth it coz life is too short... and the most important thing never give up....

herbie fully funloaded....

2005-08-25T01:09:00.000+08:00

i thought i was goin to see a movie that hadnt recieve good reviews from the critics and all...some of my frens thought it was a stupid movie...but heck it's a good thing i went and watched it..the movie was hilarious to be honest...should have went and watched it earlier.....although some of the
effects where the car would do flips,drive on the fence and so on were hard to believe,... it was Herbie...he can do all those stuff...and of course the way that he showed certain expressions and so on made him so lovable...honestly the whole cinema was laughin at numerous occasions...so those who havent seen it yet i suggest u go catch it...you'll definitely be laughin...i guarantee that...unlike bewitched which i thought was a lame remake of the old series...i'm not a fan at all of the old series anyways but i have seen it....and it's as my mother puts it 10 times better than this remake starring nicole kidman and will ferrell..never liked these two actors anyways...well today went and play badminton again...so tired after badminton...had a great time playing though.,..although only 4 of us were playing..the rest all had something to do and couldnt make it...wasted man you guys...should have come..so much fun lar...nvm lar next time try to make it...anyways time has seriously been flying...it's already wednesday...i'm goin back to kl on sunday..haiz..so fast my hols finishin..and i'm not done with my hw yet..shit...goin to miss getting up late..have to go back to the routine of getting up at 715 daily...crap....but life there aint that bad...it's fun at times...but still got lots of things to do lar..haiz...burn cd's,buy this buy that...well cant think of anything else to write at the moment...it sounds like it's goin to rain heavily later anyways so gotta turn off the pc soon...otherwise kena lightning again...

sometimes crap might actually have a meaning..

2005-08-22T01:55:00.000+08:00

i'm not sure how many ppl actually watch the show One Tree Hill....but i'm sure there are quite a few...seriously i think the show is quite good...it has lot of suspense...the characters were previously somewhat unknown..and now they've made a name of themselves...there's always lots of conflict..which is a good thing for a series i believe..as it makes the audience wonder how the outcome of the situation is goin to be.. and sometimes i dont know how certain tv shows really connect to oneself esp when you're a teenager...For me for instance sometimes when i watch certain tv shows,movies or even music somehow ,something in it gives me inspiration to try harder to do better...As for One Tree Hill in season 2 and certain episodes of season 1 the show always ends with lucas (one of the main characters) giving a quotation or saying something that someone has written... To me i find that very interesting as sometimes those quotations make u seriously think about whats happening around you...last saturday's show ended with lucas quoting what the author stephen king once wrote..."time always leads u to be lost in the darkness...but sometimes in the darkness you find others that are lost too...and somehow u manage to find a way out together..(i cant really remember what he said now..but it was something along those lines of sometimes finding others who are just as lost as you in the darkness) .......some of you'll must be thinkin i must be talking bullshit here and none of what i've said has ever been true ...but honestly i dont really care....this is what i think i thats all that matters to me unless u've got something really constructive to say...Kurt cobain once said...and i got this off tv as well " i rather be hated for who i am than be loved for someone who i'm not"...what do u actually realise from those words?? i realised thats it's always better to be yourself than be someone you're not or that u cant ever be...there will never be 2 ppl exactly identical in whatever they do,feel etc. i believe....However what happens when all your life you've never once tried to be who you really are? U've done this so badly till you've even forgotten who u truly are ? what happens then? what do u do?... do u continue ur life as it is and continue pretending somemore? or try to seriously find yourself again in this world...i think i sometimes have this dilemma ...there are truly times i've wondered who i really am....what is this life all about?
but then there's still time to find out....and find out i will indeed..hopefully along the way there will be light and ppl to help..coz this journey cannot be alone...after all that has been written..could all this be abunch of bullshit? judge for yourself....

In theory, there is no difference between theory and practice; In practice, there is.
~ Chuck Reid

I don't know the key to success, but the key to failure is trying to please everybody.
~Bill Cosby (1937 - )

great words of wisdom and sayings... and a piece of my mind on something else..

2005-08-15T00:58:00.000+08:00

i got this from a online forum where students post their opinions...(www.recom.org)some sayings are really good and meaningful..

"Fear less, hope more;
Whine less, breathe more;
Talk less, say more;
Hate less, love more;
And all good things are yours." ~ Swedish Proverb

In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on. ~Robert Frost

not to say anything but as i was browsing through the forum i came across one of the users signatures at the bottom of each post which say 'be the present,not the past the nor the future'

it made me wonder abit...why be the present when u can be someone of the future who thinks of things ahead of time to make the present a better place to live in...why not ponder on the past and try to put yourself in the shoes of the ppl of the past and be them for awhile ..think of the mistakes they might have done or maybe the achievements that they had succeeded with ? would you not be a better person should you change things about yourself in the present based on the things that u know shouldnt be done and things that should be emulated of those who walked the earth before us...just imagine what one could actually do if that person would actually remember the mistakes and the roads to success that the souls b4 us took , and also at the same time have the thinking ability of someone ahead of their time...If one was to put these two things together just stop awhile and think of the things one could actually achieve...

to me i seriously believe one should live one's life without forgetting the past and what has been done by those b4 us that enabled us to live life as it is today but also at the same time try not to think like everyone else does...see what everyone has seen but think what nobody has thought of before...(someone famous said this b4 , but i'm not sure who he/she is..but credit to that person) ..however while doin all this be yourself ,dont change for the world...if u were to change ,change for yourself and not for others...and of course never forget ur roots,ur family nor the ppl in ur lifetime that have made u who u are today...hopefully one day i'll be able to think and act the way i have said i believe i should...

those who happen to stumble upon this blog...stop a moment and think truly of what u aspire to do with ur life? how do u believe you should live ur life to the fullest? and then once you've thought of the answers to those questions, make a choice, live your life it's meant to be lived...
feel free, accomplish all u want...

everyday u may come upon questions, which become obstacles in life, thats why we fall sometimes at obstacles, so that we may look at the ground and find that the answers are just in front of us but they're not always straight ahead but may be at your feet only you never take time to bend down and look or even look at the path that has brought u to ur current position...

however as it has been said ...talk is so easy...doin it is another thing...i've said all these above just out of nowhere...it was on my mind and i said it...but i'm not sure i'll ever do what i've said above...but i sure hope i do so..

the time of the haze.....

2005-08-13T16:32:00.000+08:00

the haze has officially hit the whole west coast of m'sia...just when i thought i had escaped from the choking smoke that covered kl....got up this morning went out and then saw like one kind of hazy only..see sp also kena the haze di..haiz...thats the end to outdoor activities for me...haiz...days have started to become boring already...thank god for music and vcd's and my frens around in sp...have been lsitening to damn alot of music since i came back...all kinds of music...haha..have to say have heard of some bands and groups that never heard b4 one.,,,and they're pretty good actually..dishwalla,apocalyptica, rockapella,lucie silvas to name a few... thanks to frens and ppl who recommended them to me...music does truly bring peace to oneself.... life would be so dull without music.. think of it for awhile... what would life be without the sounds that really colour your life? think of some songs that truly relate to u and have a connection with you... think of the songs that sometimes inspire ppl the way that poems and stories inspire others... for this i salute all musicians , singers, and those who have a part in creating music...thats all i gotta say bout music...now to footballlllll....season starts again today..woohoo...man utd vs everton at 740pm today...hahha..common man u... really wanna see how they perform today against everton with park ji-sung and van der sar in the team as well and also see whether nistelrooy ,rooney and ronaldo perfrom...and how the defense and midfield fare too....all we need is belief and hope...common...i aslo just watched initial d just now...not bad ...quite ok lar... i forgot to mention another few trailers to watch as well for... they are barnyard and proof...check them out at the website i mentioned yesterday..that's all folks

stealth? not so smooth...

2005-08-11T21:29:00.000+08:00

went to watch stealth today...to be honest it was abit of disappointment compared to what i saw in the trailer...i was expecting so much more...and somemore jamie foxx died halfway through...he won an oscar lar..common!! ....so sad..but jessica biel was hot...call me a stereotype guy but it's true..something like jessica alba...hahah,,,but jessica alba would still win hands down...anyways back to the movie...the effects were not bad...but abit of a letdown...i was hoping for great effects but all i got was mediocre effects...and then the acting part...jamie foxx was ok only..the main actor or ben in the movie ..dunno his real name was not bad...jessica biel also was ok...but since i paid only rm5 to watch the movie it wasnt that bad..lucky i didnt watch in kl for 10 bucks..haha...well thats all i got to say bout stealth..like EDI said in the movie.."there was nothing more to discuss"...now it's my turn to suggest to ppl out there about what trailers to watch and which movies look like they're goin to be good watches....
-dukes of hazzard, into the blue,wedding crashers(based on my sis review) ,domino,four brothers,lords of dogtown and lord of war.
try watching these trailers at the apple website for trailers...www.apple.com/trailers

back to the land of padi?

2005-08-10T02:07:00.000+08:00

it so good to be back home...i seriously missed the simplicity in life over here but not to say i dont like the kl life as well..haha..but it's so easy to go anywhere u want...and of course missed my family and the food....and my pc and my beloved bed and tv with astro..hahhaha..compared to kl there isnt any haze here....only along the way in the bus there were farmers burning their old paddy to wait for the coming planting season...i think lar..
anyways.....another thing i want to do is wish all my frens who r sitting for their form 5 spm trials..esp wee kiat,gerald,han yang and etc....so many..anyways guys and girls gud luck...i'm sure u'll do fine...and to those whose bdays coming up or have passed...liew,ed,sujes and so on..happy bday guys....sorry no presents ..hahhaa...haiz these days nothing much is on my mind to talk about....hopefully when i get some ideas i'll post them up here...

woo hoo holidays!!!

2005-08-08T13:13:00.000+08:00

after studying at college for about 3 weeks plus it's holidays...had replacement class today otherwise would have chao already back to paddyland as my frens here refer to it or also known as SP... wont be goin back till tomolo coz got some badminton thingy for college at ttdi hall...have to figure a way to get there tomorrow ... haiz..hopefully can reach there on time...after that will prob caho in the afternoon or evening..see how...the haze in kl is getting worse basically ...some buildings can hardly be seen...wonder if it's like that in sp...went for the pc fair also the other day...it was seriously damn packed...so hard to move around also...certain stuff were cheap but no money to buy...haha...then yesterday i wanted to go ronda rinda and find a church to go to but ended up waiting for buses for almost 2 hours..sickening man waiting for these busses...not regular at all...haiz but wat to do ..no other way for me to get around ...so sad...

the blanket of haze ?

2005-08-03T15:22:00.000+08:00

omg the haze has hit m'sia again...and yesterday i experienced it first hand...i was playing basketball yesterday with a couple of frens at 4...crazy i know...but the haze suddenly appeared and then whilst playing my eyes hurt ...it was quite bad actually..but around 6 like that it become less the haze...then we'll continued playing...during playing time got stiff neck pulak..haiz..couldnt turn my head properly..played for almost 2 hours plus i think yesterday..damn tired...go back home bathe and then straight away sleep ...got up later bout 9 like that...tried to study for todays fmaths test but couldnt , was too tired.....watched the hot eva longoria on desperate housewives...watched joey as well...joey is damn funny lar...today nothing much happened yet besides me being late for my chem class...fool around in physics class and my fmaths test was terrible...if dont know just tembak only...and the haze is still there....haiz..wonder what i'm goin to do later..nothing else to write about..

brand new home? ya rite,,,

2005-08-01T16:55:00.000+08:00

just moved into my new place yesterday evening...my cousin helped me shift...brought my stuff to the new house and chucked everything in the room...i spent bout 2 hours plus i think arranging all my stuff...my cousin was so good that he and his wife lent me their tv...wah so good to have tv,..i think if no tv i would die of boredom of doin hw and studying....the toilet aint that good though here...but apart from that it seems ok...sleep last night was ok..not hot...lucky i have ample years of training of sleeping without the aircon...so it was pretty alright....too bad i dont have a digicam otherwise can put up pics of my room...there's a cupboard and table in the room..but the cupboar is a bit messed up ...one of the shelves inside it cant stand any weight ..it'll fall down if u put anything on it..but besides that it's ok i guess...had maggi mee last night with chrysantemum tea(hopefully right spelling)...and watched tru calling and the apprentice on tv last night....today my day was not so good...had breakfast at college today...had roti canai..not nice also..ordered 2 but ate 1 only...wasting i know...but cannot eat...then had maths..it was ok only maths but abit boring...then had lunch...lunch wasnt that good as well..the food tasted stale abit..ate half of this only...wasting again..i know...then had 2 hours of pure torture in physics class...dont know what the hell she was talking...haiz..something about projectile and kinematic something...damn boring lar her class...wish the department of alevels would change her...she's damn blur somemore...sucks...thank god the class ended...so my brain at least could recuperate from all the braincells bored to death by her monotaneous talking...tonight i wonder what i;m goin to eat...i think i'm goin to get some bread or something like that..unless my frens call me out for dinner ...okok enough bout me...
wanna talk about something else now...did anyone out there watch the csi finale the other day?
i thought it was pretty good...very suspense leh...and damn interesting...quentin tarantino is a great director...i like the twists that he creates in his story line...however some ppl have told me it was too long...but i still thought it had substance so it didnt really matter...another thing that i saw the other day on tv was this nike ad...it was about the new line of nike shoes ...nike feel or something like that...i'm not goin to say anything bout the shoes and i'm in no way promoting nike shoes but the point that the ad tried to potray i think was very important...
it shoes an athlete running for a long distance..some sort of trainin...but the ad shows the athlete as a skitzo having 2 personalities....one personalty of the athlete is telling the other to stop running and rest coz their legs cant take it anymore but then the other personality is telling himself he needs to push on and continue the run,,,at one point however the 2nd personality decides to continue running while the other stops and asks the 2nd one to stop as well..but then the 2nd one says i've leaving u behind ...i'm running on somemore..the 1st one pleads with the 2nd one to stop but the 2nd one just ignores him and continues...that's the ad...at the end the ad says ' LEAVE YOUR OLD SELF BEHIND' ...does this make a point or what? how true is it that sometimes we look at our past and see what we have become...are u proud of what u've become?if no, then leave ur old self behind..there's still time for change..become a better person.... think about this..... make a decision ...CHANGE...

no regrets anymore...

2005-07-27T15:30:00.000+08:00

woohoo...college has been fun so far...life in kl has been quite good to me as well...although classes and all can be a bit hectic and so on..but those details are totally outweighed by frens and the fun i've been having so far..
and another thing..i'll be moving into my own place somewhere nearer to college by the end of the week so i wont have to get up that early anymore....it's like 10 minutes to college..so i can get up at 7 like that now on...hahha...no more getting up at 6 something in the morning..the only thing that sucks is still dont have a pc of my own...have to sae money to buy one soon....another thing i wanna point out to others out there,,,just in case youll felt u wanted something or deserved somehting so much however you'll didnt manage to get it, dont be so stressed out and feel depressed ok? i was so pissed off after failing in my jpa scholarship appeal and so on...but then now after just 2 weeks at college i'm feeling kinda lucky....i think i'm goin to have a great time here..hopefully..god does work in mysterious ways....so just look to the future and have no regrets....got to go now..my frens calling me play basketball now...and i thought i wanted to give it up...hahhaa..

small town kid in big city??

2005-07-16T13:36:00.000+08:00

wow...it's been a week already since i left sp for a new life here over in kl...like the title says, i'm a mall town guy from sungai petani..not sure if many ppl have actually heard of such a place but now i'm in KL the capital of M'sia...Far cry from the easy,relaxed life in sp...where everything is so nearby and easy to get done...However everything has its pros and cons...Being in kl will definitely give me new experiences and opportunities in life...okok..let me now talk bout college life...it's been pretty ok so far but its been abit hectic...classes are mostly until 4...and this is without LAN classes still..when LAN starts i'll prob be goin back at 6 on certain days...this is my first time online since i came to kl..havent had internet access until now..just applied for computer access at college so can be online everyday after this at college..60 bucks for usage of pc with internet access at college for 1 sem...seems ok..well made a couple of frens already at college...they're real friendly ppl...hoping to meet more frens soon though...like a senior told me al the frens here at college are a friend's fren....ppl at college are basically pretty friendly...i actually met a guy from someone from around sp...i knew him from tuition last time so i'm not alone from sp...met a few ppl from ipoh, and the rest are mostly from around kl...chicks here are quite pretty as well..haha..about classes..my chem and maths teacher is pretty ok...i've got two fmaths teachers...my stats teacher is quite ok so far..my C3/C4 teacher on the other hand is abit fast and i dont really understand that well..but we'll see how that goes...my physics teacher pulak reminds me of my terrible fizik teacher in school last time...i was lucky i went for tuition in secondary school otherwise i dont know what i would have got for my physics last time in spm....
but it's still early days i guess...wait and see i guess,...classes on tuesdays are the worse..too hectic..i've got classes from 8-4 with only 1 hour of break from 10-11...and to make it worse the whole day is learning maths only...MATHS only i repeat...i usually sleep after i come back..headache..haha...i've got 2 hours of maths and 5 hours of fmaths...thats alot...but in college there's a DSA room that has astro and a pool table as well as fusbal table so it's pretty ok...
spend my time in between classes there...basically life here is pretty ok...but there's no place like home i guess..haha..anyways got 3 weeks hols coming up in august..so will be abck in sp then..
oh forget to mention..i tried to learn to swim yesterday...hahah..terrible experience...my cousin's kid who's in std 5 was teaching me,,,hahha..embarassing though..but i have to learn how to swim...if this doesnt work i'll prob take classes..coz i need to learn..it's a must to survive in the world next time...my cousin's kid is like really good at swimming though..haha..so we'll see how this goes as well...well thats all for now...will prob post another one by next week i think...

the last day of sp,....

2005-07-06T21:47:00.000+08:00

wow...can't believe how time really flies...a while ago i had just finished school,SPM,,then was enjoying my hols, then soonafter results came out-all the stress and tension lar , went to spore...and now as if it was yesterday only all those things had come to pass, i'll be off to kl to continue studying..haiz..time does fly really fast especially when u're enjoyin life..but i finally got all my stuff all packed and ready to go..will have to watch tv puas puas tonight i guess...and use computer to the max...coz wont be having easy access to these things over in kl...well there's lot of things to look forward to though in kl...esp the new enviroment,college life, the "ronda"ing,and of course meeting up with my sp frens over there and finding new ones...well thats all i gotta to rite today...cant think of anything else at the moment..too many other things on my mind at the moment...hopefully when i'm in kl i'll be able to post stuff here at least once a week...ok well goodbye sp and hello to kl... i shall return one day ...hehe..that day would probably be somewhere at the end of the month... so long sp....

A preoccupation with the future not only prevents us from seeing the present as it is but often prompts us to rearrange the past. - Eric Hoffer (1902 - 1983

Discovery consists of seeing what everybody has seen and thinking what nobody has thought. - Albert von Szent-Gyorgyi (1893 - 1986)

leaving sp ...thoughts and feelings?

2005-07-06T02:13:00.000+08:00

Having always wanted to get out of sp for such a long time i'll finally be leaving sp to further my studies in KL.However thinking of all the good things i'll be leaving behind i'm sure gonna miss sp as boring as it may be.Life was really kinda carefree back here. But without change one cannot fully evolve into something better.Thus the time has come to move on and shape the future.It has been a busy day today basically packing alot of stuff and getting some stuff done for my parents. Was supposed to go watch War of The Worlds but i still haven't gone to watch it. Crap. And i haven't even watched initial D yet.But from what i heard war of the worlds has a crappy ending but it's worth the watch for the effects and so on. And initial D was quite ok apart from some bad acting by Jay chou although i still think he's a great singer nonetheless..However today i managed to do something i havent done in a long time..went out for dinner with san nien and vishnu at pizza hut today... so good of them to call me out for kinda of a farewell dinner...we talked for bout two hours while eating...great time..so good to catch on stuff with them and talk bout their lives at UTP...seems like they're having a great time there though...crap wish i got UTP now..could be having fun with them then...petronas didnt even wanna give me an interview..haiz..terrible..wat to do..will see how things go anyways...anyways about the packing part today only i started finding my bags and packing the stuff and guess wat i've almost finished packing all the stuff..haha..good huh.. just abit more to do tomolo then i'm all set..Off to KL then the centre of M'sia.Got lots of things to do there...got to learn to find my way around there and possibly find ways to save money down there and not spend too much money...must learn to be thrifty,good at time management and most importantly find good places to eat!! haha..cannot survive without good food and enough of my beauty sleep i guess.. am looking forward to the enviroment though..Being at college hopefully will be able to meet some new friends and possibly meet up with all my frens in kl as soon as possible and keep in touch with those in sp still and elsewhere of course...Goin to miss all the playing football here though and playing ps and watching pirated movies...hahaa..fun times...wish i was paid to just sit at home and relax,go play football , go out with frens and so on..what a life that would be...and yearly perks of that particular job would be travelling around the world..hahah ..another of my dream job apart from being a professional mattress tester(so i may sleep as much as i want), UFO scientist or even working with boeing or airbus...Also i hope that in the upcoming G8 somehow some sense is put into the heads of some brainless leaders and help come up with a plan to overcome poverty and AIDS in Africa and other parts of the world as well as coming to an agreement to curb global warming...I read a few days ago in the papers that Bush has said there will be no favours to Blair bout helping push for a petition to counter global warming ...He doesnt owe any favours to blair to be honest he owes it to the people of the world...He has seriously made some bad decisions in his time at office that has affected the world although it was the al-qaeda who may have started it first by bringing down WTC... but it didnt justify the attack on Iraq.. however i'm not saying the attack didnt bring anything good..but the bad effects of the war there definitely outweighed the good effects of it...especially the part of not finding any WMD's there when the reason for attacking Iraq was that were WMD's there...Haiz..it's a funny world nowadays....Therefore i urge those who are able to lend a hand in helping those AIDS and poverty victims...ot maybe go to ONE ... Make a difference while it still matters...This may be my second last post for a long time...coz i wont be having easy access to pc in kl so to all frens out there good luck in watever u are doin and take care...

when i was young i wanted to be older, now i wish i could go back...

2005-07-03T00:38:00.000+08:00

when i was younger i couldn't wait to grow up... coz my bro and sis could do so many things i couldnt...for example when i was in primary school i wanted to cycle to school coz my bro and sis did that..but i was too small...later on i did cycle to school...but now i wished i was small..it wont be tiring to go to school..coz wouldnt have to pedal all the way...then later on in secondary school, i wanted to go out at nights...like my bro ....eventually when i got older i did go out also..this was fun however...no wishing to becoming younger... when i was small i also wished i was older..coz would get more pocket money.. Only then would i realise that when i was older ...more responsibilities came upon me as well...exams weren't as easy as they were b4... there were rules that applied to goin out and all... i couldnt get everything i wanted .... then of course there were girl probs... teenage life.... school sucked..frens were great though... But now after everything i'm at a crossroads in life i guess... i'm 18 now..finished spm..did ok in it..didnt get any scholarships though..was distraught by that...moved on though..now i'm goin to leave home for the first time to go somewhere else and really study i mean..i've away from home for holidays on my own and all but ..this is different.... after spm..i couldnt wait to get out of sp...the centre of boredome in my life was what i thought..however now after all has come and gone...i will really miss sp... SP wasnt that bad actually....A lot of frens here...everyday i would relax after spm..
watch tv, play ps2 , online..... i wont be able to do much of this in kl..will really miss that..and of course family..though u may at first think i wont miss them a bit...but in the end when u're actually goin u'll surely miss them..and frens of course and the memories in sp and school....But that's how life is.. you've got to move on,..you cant stay put in one place...otherwise you wont become something more than you already are... you can't expect to be the person you want to be in life just be taking the easy path in life.... you need to climb a mountain to get to the top...
someone's goin to do it...why not you..so this thurs will be leaving home..for kl...i go with mixed feelings but no regrets...only by doin this, will i be more independant and make something of myself..just my thoughts...

Destiny is no matter of chance. It is a matter of choice. It is not a thing to be waited for, it is a thing to be achieved. -William Jennings Bryan (1860 - 1925)

The greatest discovery of my generation is that a human being can alter his life by altering his attitudes of mind. - William James (1842 - 1910)

inspiration to pull through life's obstacles,,,

2005-06-30T00:42:00.001+08:00

I was watching tv today and i watched a show called one tree hill... after watching it at the end there was a quotation by an author called E.E. Cummings which i found very inspring to all those who are facing tough times and challenges in their life...Therfore besides quotations by E.E Cummings i'm goin to post some other quotations which i feel are really good and may be helpful to others...

To be nobody-but-yourself -- in a world which is doing its best, night and day, to make you everybody else -- means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight; and never stop fighting. - E.E. Cummings

Ten thousand fools proclaim themselves into obscurity, while one wise man forgets himself into immortality. - Martin Luther King Jr.

Far better it is to dare mighty things, to win glorious triumphs even though checkered by failure, than to rank with those poor spirits who neither enjoy nor suffer much because they live in the gray twilight that knows neither victory nor defeat. - Theodore Roosevelt

What is defeat? Nothing but education; nothing but the first step to something better. - Wendell Phillips

Aim for success, not perfection. Never give up your right to be wrong, because then you will lose the ability to learn new things and move forward with your life. -Dr. David M. Burns

A true champion is not judged by the way he wins his fights or beats his opponent, he is judged on how he rises again once he falls. - The Tv show "The Contender" ,words from Peter Manfredo Jr.

Friends&ONE campaign...

2005-06-29T13:05:00.000+08:00

I went to school today for the first time in quite afew months since my results were out..
and the school has changed abit..teachers have come and gone...students have come and gone..
met a couple of my old frens who are doin form 6,some seniors and juniors...it was great to meet them again...and i realized how important friends really are in this world....where would one be without frens? could someone actually survive his/her life without having any frens? though it may be possible i'm sure that ,that person would no doubt encounter some social and mental problems...Friends are sometimes the thing apart from families that keep one goin in their life...
for that exact reason i'm asking anyone who reads this at the moment to lend a helping to others who are really in need....i'm talking about those stricken with AIDS and poverty in Africa...Be a FRIEND to these people who really need it the most...There's been a campaign recently goin in the US that's called the ONE campaign...though it has been mostly targeted at the US population...one can actually lend a helping voice by just signing the one declaration..unlike many other campaigns that need you to donate money in order to help, The ONE campaign only wants your voice to help this this campaign...however if u want to donate money u can too by having the option of the ONE wristbands which is about US$10 for a pack of 10 or buying a ONE t-shirt at US$10 as well...but if u cant do that maybe u like me can send out the word about the ONE campaign and encourage others to join in and sign the ONE declaration here
Therefore what are you waiting for? You can make a difference in someone's life...be a FRIEND...and help them by voicing it out for those who can't.....for more information visit the ONE campaign official website either by clicking on the banner at the top of my blog or click here

my first post...cures to overcome boredom

2005-06-27T16:37:00.000+08:00

A recent study by the prestigious WaTheFark university has said that boredom seriously kills ones braincells and excessive exposure to it can eventually lead to madness...
Therefore i decided to create a cure for this deadly disease ' boredomniasiacanakillya "...
these things below have been tried and tested by me...however i advise one to consult their doctor first b4 trying this and do not try this at home withouth parental guidance..

Wat should a person do when one is really bored and have no ideas watsoever to entertain oneself??

1. occupy oneself with numerous hours spent watching the idiot box( the TV ppl) flipping from one channel to another until this has no more effect and symptoms of boredomniasiacankillya starts to return

2.spend countless hours next on the pc....i seriously recommend trying out manutd.com,soccernet.com and the links which are on the right hand side of my blog....they will give u temporary relief...

3. if the above 2 things do not have any effect on u, it is almost certain u're not at stage 1 or 1.5 of this killing disease...therefore one should try sleeping ,..i find this very relaxing and it makes you forget all about ur disease...furthermore..it might eventually turn into a fav pastime..like it has for me..and i'm enjoying it thoroughly...

4.Another thing one can do to help overcome this terrible epidemic is to go out to the closest supermarket or pasar malam...walk around ..find a dvd or vcd shop...get a couple of movies that should entertain you for a couple of days..my movie suggestions...EUROTRIP, HOW HIGH, PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN,SHREK 1or 2 and MADAGASCAR... laughter is the best medicine...

5.In addition to the cures above another method of treatment that is very useful for guys especially is to go out and play sports....esp football and futsal...highly exciting and fun..and you'll end up being so tired and forget about ur disease...

6.a common practise among the ancient ppl to curb this disease was to play a device called the PS2...it's really fun if u get great games and you'll be astep closer to curing yourse;lf..either that or could also go online start a blog and keep yourself occupied as well...like i am...

7.If all the methods above have failed ,then i'm very sorry to say you are experiencing an advanced stage of boredomniasiacankillya and until now i havent been able to find a cure as yet...i myself am experiencing this critical stage at this moment after 7 months of boredom...

Therefore,to all those at an early age of boredomniasiacankillya...follow the step 1-6 above immediately....and if you have become like me...do not be afraid..many ppl like myself are experiencing it...you are not alone i can assure u..thankfully i'll be goin to KL soon and hopefully there i'll be able to figure out a cure to this horrible disease that threathens to make life aliving hell for all humans...thank god for TV, The computer,The internet,Friends,PS2, $10 dvd's and etc...
if not for these things...the whole world might have already been infected....

no animals or living things were harmed in creation of this msg...
once again a warning i sound ...everything above was made up totally made up because of this disease i call boredomniasiacankillya...so pls say 'tak nak' to boredom...

urs truly,
totally fiction aftershox